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Selected Poems of Steven Curtis Lance

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Jan 10, 2005, 3:37 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1215:
Tea and Rice and Rain Rain Rain

for Silke

If it rains any more my house will float away
I'm serious! Some other houses have today
And people get swept by suddenly swollen streams
To rude awakenings from California dreams
My car looks like a great big boat but still I fear
To try to ride the rivers to get out of here

So I just stay inside with my cat all the time
Drinking tea eating rice and working at my rhyme
Lots of tea not much rice under siege but it's nice
I was able to talk with Silke on the phone
An ocean between us but we are not alone
And I pray each day appealing for her healing

My dearest darling little girl! My fragile one!
Please get all well and come back to me with the sun!



+Steven Curtis Lance

Amin mela ile~*
Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 10, 2005, 7:18 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1214:
Prayer for Silke's Birthday

Alone with nothing left
I wait because it is all I can do
I wait upon you Lord
Into your hands that she be safe with you

These empty hands bereft
Surrendering to love steadfast and true
She whom I have adored
Whom I have loved and lived for always will
Our best hope saved for last
Our only hope now that she is so ill

I ask you for her healing
Let not this young life end in fear and pain
I feel your love revealing
This broken butterfly shall rise again



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 10, 2005, 3:21 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1213:
Time to Heal

for Silke

Pregnant with the promise of New Moon skies
At three times three the ninth hour I arise
The veil is drawn now such that black is clear
Peter said "it is good Lord to be here"
And so it is my words are his tonight

Within the moment whether here or there
It is always good to be anywhere
But in the darkness shines the brightest light

The moon will disappear to reappear
Will die to be reborn and so will we
Who wax and wane who ebb and flow who bear
The burdens and the blessings of the wheel
The turning of the universe: we feel
It turn from time to kill to time to heal



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 10, 2005, 12:11 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1212:
New Moon Womb of Rain~*

Dies Faustus Chorus Mysticus

Wrapped within a womb of rain
I open my eyes again
At three in the afternoon
I slept as long as possible

Now I am strong to be useful
At the coming of the New Moon
Good omen rising in the sign
In which my love and I arose:

A blessing Silke yours and mine

Tonight will bloom the sweetest rose
Which opens fully only New Moon nights
A secret only you and I can see
The moon is dark but there are subtler lights:

Come Silke now and bloom for me

POST TENEBRAS LUX: FIAT LUX



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 9, 2005, 3:00 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1211:
Rhythm in the Rain

for Silke

A curtain of rain all around me
Falls and would seem my isolation
But through this curtain I see clearly
Within my heart's imagination
As by a shape-shifting telescope
You as you look back across at me
Across the sea and it gives me hope

Water and water as far as we
Can see but I know you see me there
As I see you here as we wait where
Two hearts through this curtain one can be
And have been as are now forever
One heartbeat which no force could ever
Separate... this pulse of you and me



+Steven Curtis Lance

Amin mela ile~*
Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 9, 2005, 2:25 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1210:
Make Love to Me!~*

for Silke

They say it's the end now but they never know
I just want to make love to you
They say it's all over but they never knew
Make love to me! And let it go...

But if we're going let's go out in glory
Ask and Embla Adam and Eve
As one flesh in an everlasting story
Of how one man and woman won
A lost paradise in a new world begun
By love above all: I want you and believe
You want me too so let's make love and let it go
And make our prophecy come true

Because they never knew and they will never know
What it's like to make love... with you...



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 9, 2005, 12:11 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1209:
I Listen to Ramones and Count My Bones

I listen to Ramones and count my bones
No I don't because it doesn't matter
Don't count my bones just listen to Ramones
It will only matter when they shatter

In order to keep them from shattering
I exercise them to the nattering
Accompaniment of the weatherman
Who tells me I am in the frying pan
Headed for fire as the waves rise higher

Surf's up way up and it just won't go down
He is complaining and it is raining
It's just too wet out now to go to town
It is raining now he is explaining

I listen to Ramones and count my bones



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 8, 2005, 10:59 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1208:
They Tell Me Things Are Back to Normal Now

While everyone else was holidaying
As they were somewhere giving and getting
I was nowhere freezing and dismaying
Working on forgiving and forgetting

The forgiving did not go very well
The forgetting might come more easily
When they are safely tucked away in hell
You could forgive me for not displaying
Holiday cheer or you could forget me

They never fixed my furnace nor
Brought my Christmas packages or
Any holly-jolly thing
I did not mean anything

Forgotten but not gone I just move on



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 8, 2005, 7:44 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1207:
Bloom Tonight My Rosebud

for Silke

Falling hard and deep and fast
Rising like the morning sun
Into love and life at last

Feeling newborn life begun
Never loved nor lived before
Leaving sorrow in the past

This sweet moment nothing more

Feeling dizzy can be fun
With the woman I adore
How I love you fragile one

Come to me my butterfly

Light my sky when day is done
Bloom tonight my rosebud my
Silke Shining in the Sky!



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 7, 2005, 11:59 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1206:
Stand By the Stove Wear Two Coats and Create

(the poet in winter)

My roof was laid in 1968
But since then some of it has blown away
Yet though it rains to flood there are no leaks
The layers of a hundred years of fate
Keep my old haunted house bone-dry today

Though my huge antique furnace has been out
Inert and cold for months still my life speaks
Of providence I wear my gloves nor pout
For what is not but thankful for what is
Stand by the stove wear two coats and create

Here in God's hands I wait as underneath are his
Unfailing arms of love to care for me to bear
My rhyme and me through time to see eternity:
Join hands with me and let us be together here and there



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 7, 2005, 12:47 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1205:
Bright Lights! Sweet Joys!

for Silke

Ubi caritas et amor
Deus ibi est: I live for
That presence of God in those around me
In whose love and kindness God has found me

Post tenebras lux: after dark
However deep however stark
The light returns and dark must fade away
Must yield to the epiphany of day

With love and light surrounding me
I reach to you across the sea
And pour it all into your heart
For you and I are not apart
But yin and yang in loving equipoise
God bloom within your heart: Bright lights! Sweet joys!



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 7, 2005, 11:21 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1204:
Postage Due

The postman is lame
It is hard for him to do his rounds
He is not to blame
That he brings no packages to me

I hear his huffing and puffing sounds
And wonder about his injury
As a postman he is bad
He is not good at what he does
I wonder if he ever was

As a man he is so sad
Somehow something has broken him in two
It will not be long until he must quit
Until then I have gotten used to it
A lame postman who comes with postage due



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 7, 2005, 1:57 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1203:
Written in the Sky

for Silke

Silke I know you will come back to me now
Back from the brink of death to stay with me
I can see it written in the sky somehow

Each rising moon and every star I see
Whispers the hope of a miracle for you
Of answered prayers and of bright dreams coming true

And now we have placed ourselves in God's hands
Who knows us who loves us who understands

That we must be together forever
And always all our days that we must be
A husband and a wife a family

That nothing in life nor death could ever
Come between my Silke Shining in the Sky
And I who love you with a love which cannot die



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 6, 2005, 10:15 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1202:
Epiphany Prophecy of the Spring

In this sunburst between two winter storms
Epiphany prophecy of the spring
I lift my face to the light as it warms
My bones however briefly this brief day
My own voice joining the birds as they sing

The sun had never really gone away
It just had been cloud-shrouded for so long
That I of little faith had felt despair
That it would return that it was still there

But now it shines so beautiful so strong
I love it more now for not having seen
That face of light than had it always been
There as a constant and forgotten thing
And now I know the spring will come someday



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 6, 2005, 1:57 am


Pencils

Do you prefer that pencils be
Hexagonal or round?
The former kind roll rattlingly
The latter with smooth sound

If you drop a six-sided one six corners catch
Like a playing-card stuck in a bicycle's spokes
In the case of a round one it's best just to watch
The smooth rollaway finish its orbital strokes

One is a railway sound track meeting wheel
In mechanical clickety-clack
The alternative concept a ribbon of steel
As a thing in itself not a track

Round pencils seem warmer and calmer to me
With their rotund suggestion of ease
While pin-striped hexagonals urge industry
And impatient when dropped buzz like bees

I've always loved pencils embraced them each day
They're artistic especially observed in the round
They're tactile constructions of graphite and clay
Clad in cedar smooth friction their method and sound

I distrust computers my typewriter's dusty
For formal occasions I use pen and ink
A well-sharpened round pink-topped pencil is trusty
To patiently write down whatever I think



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 5, 2005, 9:59 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1201:
My Refrigerator Died By Flame

My refrigerator died by flame
An irony as notable
As that by which life has made my name
Ironically quotable

As I write poetry without a brain
So my refrigerator lives again
A sunny plateau atop which my cat
Watches the world from a window behind
Thus it is made useful because of that

As having no brain I must use my mind
Or such connection to the mind of God
As he provides me as the recompense
For my persistence in this life though odd
My cat and I atop the present tense



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 5, 2005, 6:37 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1200:
To Spread Our Wings and Fly

for Silke

In the evil we have suffered we have seen
The distorted reflection of the good
Which though like the sun shrouded by clouds has been
There always if always misunderstood
Nevertheless we have seen its perversion
By aping darkness creating aversion
Within us for the struggle of it all

Yet I have seen your spark in the dark and you
Have seen mine in answer however small
We seem we dream you are my star and I
Have found in you the beautiful and the true
Revealed in your clear blue eyes the clear blue skies
Beckon to us to spread our wings and fly
In the sunshine of that good which never dies



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 5, 2005, 3:32 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1199:
Does Anybody Really Care?

I have to pick up my pieces somehow
But they are all over the floor
I have to get myself together now
I cannot get out my front door
My medication is insufficient

At poetry I seem quite proficient
Does anybody really care?

I am neither here nor there but nowhere
And now I wonder what to do
I used to be someone but I forgot
Who maybe you I never knew
What hit me what fit me or who I was

I only wrote these lines because
I wanted to reach out to you



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 4, 2005, 11:05 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1198:
Come Back to Me My Love!

for Silke

You sought me out you snatched me out of hell
Out of the dark your voice of light again
Called me and echoed hope in me through pain

Have we not loved each other wise and well?

If anyone can do it Silke you
Who are my dream can make this dream come true
Of two as one triumphant in this life

I as your husband and you as my wife

I am a child I know but I refuse
To let death separate my love from me
I cannot let go of you cannot lose
This only hope which I have ever known

Come back to me my love! Come back and choose
Life in my arms... nor leave me die alone



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 4, 2005, 1:42 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1197:
Run Away With Me

for Silke

I finally got out of my freezing room
Out of my door to the freezing out-of-doors
A peregrination from gloom into gloom
And every raindrop is a tear of yours
I feel less alone as a face in a crowd
Of people awaiting our impending doom

Your soft tears caress me do mine caress you?
Whatever is to come now may God bless you
You who have proven the truth of love to me
You who have saved my life and save it again
Each time I hear your voice you who heal my pain
You who are my origin and destiny

My love turn back come home to my heart somehow
Turn back from death and run away with me now



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 3, 2005, 8:46 am


Transcendental Sonnet #1196:
The Thrill of Mystery

Suicide would end my life with a bang
But things might get better if I could hang
Around long enough to wait for the end

Who knows what fickle fortune might yet send
My way today or tomorrow? Sadness
And rain or sunshine and gladness again

The sorrow of yesterday the madness
Of it all keeps turning and suddenly
There comes a miracle meant just for me

Around and around and around it goes
And what my end will be nobody knows

Yet the intriguing possibility
Of life unfolding just one perfect rose
Leads me into the thrill of mystery



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 2, 2005, 7:37 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1195:
Mr. Lance is Like Totally Punked-Out

The president is dyslexic
And none of us is free
I am anorexic
Oh what a wonderful country

I do not like NASCAR
I like punk rock guitar
I have been here forever
And I have never never
Never even begun to fit
By now I should be used to it

People ask me where I come from
I come from the land of the dumb
From the land of the deaf and blind
And now I am losing my mind



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 2, 2005, 5:28 am


Please Stay...



I am still alive
Thought I would never make it
To 2005

But I could never take it
If I were alone
Lost without you

Unloved and unknown

What would I do?
I would not smile and fake it
Nor could I ever bear to pretend

As I fall

The only one who understands
You hold my heart with fragile hands

After all

All I ever wanted was to spend
My days with you
If this cannot be let my days end

If you must go let me go with you
But somehow can you stay with me?
Yours is the only love I ever knew

Little blue star
Of destiny
Tell me you love me
Please let me know
That you are still mine

Shine up above me
Tell me you are
With me here below
Give me a sign

Little blue star
Of ecstasy
So high and so far
I need you so
Tonight here with me

I do not care
What other people say
I cannot bear
For you to go away

Please stay...
And I will hold your hand
Please stay...
I always understand

I will keep you company

Transcendental butterfly
Play with me...
Silke Shining in the Sky
Stay with me...

I cannot bear for you to go away!

Please stay...

Please stay...

Please stay...



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Jan 1, 2005, 11:02 pm


Transcendental Sonnet #1194:
Why?

for Silke

Trying to muster my courage
I am not doing very well
Lying to bluster through this age
Of anxiety
Is destroying me

I find myself alone in hell

My little blue star flickers now
But she must shine again somehow
If only in the grieving sky
Oh Silke... please... you cannot die...

My love always always always
Through my remaining darkened days
Searching for the answer in the midnight sky
I will never cease to weep the question: Why?



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMV Silke LLC








Dec 31, 2004, 10:26 pm


Revolution Resolution

This is a New Year's revolution
New Year's Eve birthday resolution:

To say and do exactly what I please
Nor crawl to the unworthy on my knees
To never kiss another stupid ass
But wait for the stupidity to pass
And I will still be here
Of that I have no fear

Because I am going to live forever
You ask how I know? Because there has never
Been anyone like me
And I intend to be
Myself in all my specificity

And those who do not like me may go straight to hell
To fool with fools no longer is a lesson well
Learned well earned well burned and all of it the hard way
Today is my birthday and today I can say
And can do whatever I damn well please
Today I rise to get up off my knees

The struggle has taught me again and again
To live with what is and not what might have been



+Steven Curtis Lance

Copyright MMIV Silke LLC











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