I am just about at the end of my rope here. I dont know how to live my life any diferent than I do now, which includes eating very little, weighing less then I thought I could, and hiding myself from the world.
I am just in despair now, I am lying a lot again to hide the fact that I am not doing what I am supposed to be doing. I am not eating much at all, it is so easy to lie and say YES I am eating well. But I know soon the truth will speak louder then my words, and I worry what will become of me then. There is only so much people will put up with. I thik I am making no sence here, but it dosent matter to anyone, anywhere so why should it matter to me?