Look i cut myself again, night before last, and my frend ann is going to kill me.. bcuz it was on my wrist.. but i wasnt trying to die i just wante the pain to stop.. ya know? she is going to kill me.. help mepleasde!!! Roze

hthey just.. no one. will leave me alone all they can talk about is wat a slut i am .. and i didnt even do anything taht bad. and thn he denies it and so i do but gosh damnit i cant handlw this shti and i nee dto talk to someone and ic ant bcuz i have fuckin class and all anyone can talk aboitu is me.. and cim.. and james saying im a lezbo and i fuck girls.. when will it ever end!

I know that it's hard. But just be true to yourself and you will find the strength to carry on. Call on us, and we will help you, too. I understand some of what you're feeling. Back in High School, I was very shy, my self-esteem pretty much shot. Because i didn't drool around and chase after every girl in school like the other guys did, a rumor was started that I was gay. And the fact that I wrote poetry didn't help, either. But I realized that my real friends knew tha truth about me,,,and what the other ignorant fools I went to school with believed didn't matter. Just be strong, Roze.

ophhh.. thanx alot.. but .. i dont know i still feel like they dont care. ya know i mena they matter to me.. and.. i get scared. and ic ant turn them in.. ROze

I know. Just remember that you're special and a wonderful young woman.

yea i geuss so.. just.. i dont know it feels like no one really cares anyhow and.. i mean jeez all my teacher sna dstuff are to busy to talk to me or let me talk to someone else.. and i dont like how it happen.. ya know? and i mean its like they are to busy to save a life, and too busy to care.. ROze