this is real life,
threated by a knife,
blood on my shoes,
or maybe its booze.
toy trucks and cars,
this world to mars,
problems in my eyes,
no time for goodbyes.
weed on the desk,
i tried my best,
her burning eyes,
filled with lies.
i must stop, or try,
do i make her cry?
music in my head,
what had she said.
no end in sight,
through the night,
is this real life,
or just a knife.