its like when you run
legs and arms pumping
so hard
so long
your body beating in the sun
lungs aching for sugar air
gasping for breath
but still you fly
still you run
shimmering in the heat
faster than anything
faster than everything
lungs aching for pure air

then all of a sudden you stop
wavering in the heat
aching for air yet

you hold your breath

you stop and hold your breath
though you feel your heart will explode

thats how much i love him

yet as summer passed away
and the days grew short
his brown eyes faded
or mabye
my brown eyes failed
the diomonds that i held in my hands from him
melted away like sea water
slipping through my outstreached fingers
and after the seawater expired
the river from my fingers
kept on flowing
this time aided with tears

thumbs and clits leave
mental scars
these scars from him burn like
spider webs over my mind
trace like tracks of gasoline
lighted by the fire of his tongue

i ran after him
till i felt my heart would burst

why wont he run for me?