Tears of Mine

You come to me before my slumber
Kiss my eyes, warm as can be
Touching my cheeks
You find your way upon the pillow
I lie there with you
In your dampness so cold
Sobs silently enfold me
Of things not thought of in daytime
The darkness of night where you live
Finds its place in my mind
As your unrelenting existence
Finally ceases from me
I drift, you let me sleep

Tracy Lynne Nolan.


Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

Thank you for posting this one, I think it flowed rather nicely.

Thank You! Jameson....

If

The pain of rejection
Spreads thru his body, mind, soul
As if an infection
Coursing thru his vein
that hot searing pain
Wanting to find relief
With only one belief
Sitting on the ledge
Pushing him towards the edge
The edge of that beautiful knife
Now thinking little of his life
Thinking it’s the only way to quell
The pain he knows so well
To tired and lost to fight
His mind takes flight
Succumbing to it all
He answers to the call.
Darkness envelopes him
As the light fades to dim
No time to turn back
No chance to get on the right track
His family, his friends, they did really care
all now sit and stare,
Upon his now peaceful, beautiful face
If he only knew how much he was loved
If only they had told him.
If only he felt
If only he
If only
If……

~Tracy Lynne~

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

I wrote the following early this morning when I woke once again with a pounding headache it may not be that good but hey...lol...I was in pain at the time






Morning Pain





You wake me

At your existence

Take me

Ever so insistent

Make me

Sob and weep

From your touch

I cannot sleep

Stabbing pain

upon my dreams

at times I resist

so it seems

I hate you

I hate you

Leave me alone

As can be told

by my tone

Pain icy and cold

Finally gone

Afraid to sleep

Once again.



~Tracy Lynne~

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

jeez, sorry but your work is incredible. the stenght and feelings of your poetry over comes me.
thanks for sharing that, im new to the forum. names evan

~Why thank You Evan tis nice to meet you...

You are

You are my morning light
you are my morning sun
my inspiration
for these words I write.
As a wilted flower
thirsts for a rain
you bring me a smile
without pain
Solace from life’s sting
this to you I wish to bring
Contentment can be found
and love abound
you only need open your eyes
from the night
to see you are my morning light.

~Tracy Lynne~
Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

Nice poems Tracy.


T.

~Thank You Tobias ~

here is another....

For You

I know I will never understand
Why your pain runs deep
I only want you to know
Life is to keep
Even though
You may not care
What your future may entail
You must keep up the fight
When you think you may fail
Open your heart unto the light
This light that will hold you
Soothe you and mold you
Into that person strong held within
It is up to you to let it all begin.

~Tracy Lynne~
Tracy Lynne Nolan
Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

HOW

How can I laugh
When I only want to cry
How can I soar
When I don’t want to fly
How can my thoughts run
When I don’t want to think
How can I stay afloat
When all I want is to sink
How can I try
When all I want is to die
How can I live
When his love he can’t give
How can I feel
If feelings aren’t there
How can I talk
When no words can be said
How can I walk
When there is no place to go
How can I see
When he’s no longer there
How can I hear
When the words are without care
How can my heart break
When it was taken away.

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

keep up the good work,
i have 2 of mine further down the page.
I was wondering if u could tell me what you think =)

I dunno how ya do it tracy, the way u can express your feelings, then put them down into poetry so well. I wish i had that ability i expecially liked iF, the pain of rejection

was feeling a bit whimsical....lol




~My Dragon Friend~

Take me away from this world I no longer belong
Upon your wings gentle yet strong
Fly me away to the heavens above
I want to see all the things that I love
Through the rainbow
Up high and down low
To see the stars in the night sky
With you I want to fly
Wrap your wings around me my magical friend
Fly me to a dream that never will end
The moon at night through your eyes I want to see
Only with you is where I want to be
Through the fluffy clouds so soft and white
All this to me will bring such delight
In awe of you my gentle giant beast
My love for you is one never to cease
Spiraling downward
Forever onward
Take me away.

~Tracy Lynne~
Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

wow, that has to be my favourite out of all of your work tracy thats excellent, really impressive =) so meaningful

~contemplating my getting a divorce~ (and yes I did..lol)



Unanswered
Is there anyway to do this easily?
anyway at all?,will it be better?
unanswered questions I have,
writing them down to see,
if they can be.
Did I love him for real?, or was it the
influence that he had on me?
I am awake now and I can finally see,
I am a different person,
and the world is changed to me.
The perception of life,love,living
to me has been given.
Do I take a chance to find my true happiness?,
to love and be loved the way I should be?
Why do we settle for less in life?....
I am done,I don't want to anymore,
because up ahead I see that door,
a door that is opened for me!
once I get there,there I will settle,
happy I will be and not less.
~Tracy Lynne~

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

sorry to hear,
but thats good you can express how u felt.
in such a touching poem.
evan.

This poem is a compilation from 4 people myself being one of the 4....we built this poem....I thought it was good....

Untitled

People ask me how can I dance
In spite of my heavy burden
I tell them, because I'm alive
and life is never certain.

People ask me how can I live
surrounded by a world so broken
on that same token, I tell them
it's the beauty I see.

People ask me how I can laugh
when all I really want is to cry.
But if I didn't make my own joy,
I would surely die.

People ask me how I can sing
when the song is so sad,
I tell them that with sadness
is entangled the most joy I've ever had

People ask me how I can believe
when there is no proof
I tell them if it is proof you need,
open your eyes to the beauty around you.

People ask me how I can trust
when it was shattered and turned to dust
I tell them that to let in the good
one must be prepared to accept the bad.

I live on the edge of my life's coin
Embracing fully each opposing side
So this is what I ask those people
Behind all your questions, why do you hide?

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

wow,
thats really reall meaningful, so many different meanings packed into one poem.
i love it.!!!

A Phone Call To Heaven….

Please help me
I need to make a call.
I need her words of comfort
To help me through
The sad, and happies
In my life.
I need that recipe
She had,
That raspberry jam
I knew as a kid,
I need her number..
My Mom
Does anyone know
The phone number?…
To Heaven

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

Now that last one WAS good!

thanks....

Some great poems there Tracy...i love the dragon ane and the last one about Heaven.

You to Me…

Your words of love
Are as a melody of song,
That soothes and comforts me.
Your arms around me
As gentle as angel wings,
Soft warm and secure.
The love in your eyes
As stars in the sky,
Has no ending.
Your soft kiss
On my lips,
A whirlwind feeling,
I am caught in.
You, will forever be
My endless love,
For all eternity.
~Tracy Lynne~
Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

wow........... is the only word that comes to mind

i um..........cant begin to say how good it is.

bloop?

hey sorry tracy i havent posted in the last few days, just read your last 1's and they are excellent =) ill go post on northlands fantasy

I wrote this one for my daughter when she was going through some trying times...


Krystal Dawn

My darling dear daughter,
In case you do not know
I am very proud of you
Should it not show
I love you.
My darling dear daughter,
You know I only want for you
what is best
Faced with this challenge
The ultimate test
Selfless love you are sharing
This giving of your love
Shows much caring.
You see,
My darling dear daughter,
I believe things happen for a reason
Some last
If only for a season
So smile once again
Let me kiss your tears away
Like I did when you were little,
the times you got hurt at play
My darling dear daughter
I pray for you, strength
To get through this time
And pray it is short in length
I will be here for you always
When you need me for anything
A hug, a smile,
an ear for listening
Whatever you need you know
where I will be,
Waiting right here
is me.
I love you, Krystal
My darling dear daughter.
~Tracy Lynne~

Copyright ©2004 Tracy Lynne Nolan

i love it, actually sent shivers down my spine. I hope that meant a lot to her cause it meant a lot to me
here's one i wrote the other night, i cant explain the way i feel sometimes atleast i try in poetry

For you to stop reading.

For you to stop,
Reading into something,
That’s not.

Are you that blind?
Don’t try to find,
Within me,
Something that’s not.

I thought I forgot,
I tried,
But I changed,
People change.

A life time,
Half lived,
Half…wasted

I woke up,
But didn’t feel,
Like it was real,

I wish that,
One day it will return,
The feeling within me,
My inner self,
Gone,

Gone for now,
But ill cease to dream,
That day,
I return,
To this light.


Evan Michael Daws © Copyright 2004