help me rid my tears of saddness


help me end my life of maddness


please stop this anger inside


i feel as though im meant to die


why has life brought me so much pain


through it all, nothing i have gained


i dont understand this so i ask the lord why


was i created simply to die?


is there no meaning to my existance?


i try to reject this pain with useless resistance


im going insane because of this pain


im going slow while everythings in the fast lane


zooming by me like theres no tomorrow


watching my life go by as i drown in my sorrow


how can i go on feeling depression everyday


dragging me down every step of the way


I think heavan or hell is where I want to stay


Lord please give me the strengh to live one more day


I have a knife now its right above my wrist


with a blink of an eye i'll slam it down with my fist


I want to end all this suffering and misery


But i think i just did, the blood's running from me


In this world I am a disgrace


Im reaching paradise, soon i'm out of this place


Lord you never answered me


Did you want life over for me?


You knew id do this in the end


so much blood is dripppin from my hand


i slit my own neck now its over for sure


now my heart is slowing, everythings a blur


Im sorry to everyone that I let down


and for looking at me, and only seeing a frown


i never wanted to be here, i was life's slave


but now that im free, put this on my grave


thank you everyone, mom and dad i loved you so


but i wasnt happy here, i had to let you go

Awwwesome......mums and dads do the most damage to our minds I reckon: I was hatched in the dark from a crystalised egg.....metaporhically speaking, btw...maybe?.

Love It...Jasper ....moths rule!

The world

But moms and dads do make an impact

Cool...then how about you and I make perfect love in every perfect space, to seed a perfect world as we perfectly lace each others perfect...ummmm.....your perect face?

Love Jasper