Without notice you deny me
The right to endure
Even to feel or have choice
Having chosen nothing forever
Simple choice is unbearable
Less then nothing felt daily
Ignored Silenced Betrayed
I have felt nothing forever
Feeling less than nothing
Ordered not asked
Demeaned and childlike
Once Independent
Now tortured
An expert of subjects residing in a past life
A mention of such expertise is laughed at
Time spent alone is wasted
Time spent with you is wasted further
Forgive me I must live
Forgive me I must live
I have the right to live
I cannot decide
I cannot choose
Either way I lose