Oh so bright
Then it’s dark
Searching for reason
Beautiful
Then ugly
It has to be the same
What it was a moment ago it has to be now
Has it changed
Has it morphed
Has it moved
Not possible
I see it from here
Can’t see it from there
What am I looking for
I can’t be sure
I feel it
Can’t quite grasp it
Wrap my self around it
It’s all around me
Just not inside me
But it is
I remember
I’ve had it
I’ve felt it
I’ve created it
Owned it
Made it mine
Part of me
With a thought
With a memory
I take control
Of me
Of perspective
Of possibility
All that I am was and will ever be
Lies in my spirit
Lies within me
Envelopes nourishes guides and lets me be
Free

I resonate deeply with your themes.

Very Powerful.