Here is what tomorrow brings us (from my current book).

As they drove back to Damanhur the next day they knew that Derek and Conor would have noted their absence and be waiting for something. They also expected that Conor would have an answer to whether or not Sean should attend a meeting with the elite BEES or Stuart and David Royals. Sean was of the opinion that they would just let Conor do whatever he had arranged and try to explain how they thought the headgear could achieve a breakthrough of spiritual proportions at a show they could arrange very quickly. This consumer product game and the educational usages that could be made from or with it, would greatly improve the potential to create a ‘critical mass’ of right thinking people by helping them get in touch with their own soul. And they could know all about it while having fun! Dr. Milan Ryzl’s suggestopaedia had a part in the genesis of this idea though it had come a long way since the late 60s.


Music from Jim Morrison and The Doors was playing ‘Break on Through’ as the Harmonics and Virtual Reality team demonstrated a usage of holography in conjunction with nanotechnological robots that they believed would allow the engineers to make a time traveling device with the consciousness of a human brain’s contents in the robots. They encouraged the dignitaries to sit in a simulator that would be put in arcades and used in schools as well. There were many things this technology was going to allow. Conor and Derek beamed profusely as they saw most of the BEES get in to try the new money maker that had made an instant headline in many newspapers and other media the day before. Hollywood was all abuzz and Arnold fans of movies like Terminator finally had a real world product that could let them explore a wide variety of creative adventures.


“Sean, Sean, Sean… You should have let us make this part of your wedding celebration rather than just run off and do it on the quiet. We would have loved to celebrate your handfasting with you.� Conor said as they saw their plan coming together.


“There was too much to do and I didn’t want all that attention anyway. My feelings for Rose Anne are not for public consumption really. I am not fond of the social niceties as you may have noticed, eh Derek?�


“No I haven’t really thought about it that way. You keep a lot of your personal issues or thoughts to yourself other than in your books.� Derek answered.


“Yes, I do that a lot more now. The books say it all and people won’t get the message through some sound byte off the top of my head.�


“I think you are best when you are doing that ‘tripping’ stuff you like to do.� Rose Anne remarked with pride.


“That takes a bunch of people who are on the same wavelength though: doesn’t it Sean?� Tony interjected.


“Yes, it does work far better when the audience is open and willing to learn just as this product helps create.� Conor observed wisely before taking the podium in the garden courtyard to address the media and VIPs that were starting to be regular visitors to their community.


“Thank you all for being here again and for all your good wishes from our newly joined and beloved Sean and Rose Anne. This day we introduce just one of many truly earth-shaking products that will change the world. The turn of the last millennium saw a lot of great things which now are bearing fruit and we all owe a huge debt to the scientists and people of the whole world who made these things possible.


Included in the make up of planetary systems are entity and event horizons that vary from planet to planet and throughout the universe. These things are clear in the Chaos Theory and astrophysics that has gained momentum since the Hubbell telescope took a picture of the center of the 'known' universe in 1999. Superstring Theory and alternate universes or worm holes and affinity channels some call Stargates join the list of the amazing things we must now consider.


The worlds of science are merged with the magic of the past adepts beyond the writings of Nobel Laureates in physics you may have found exciting in your youth, as I did. Wigner, Schrödinger and his cat, Heisenberg 'Observed', and Capra has 'Tao-ed' a lot about the Mandukya Upanishads and S-Matrix math being linked with the I Ching (Tao te Ching). Soon science will know 'The Way' (Tao) made possible by the 'white light'. NEC labs in Princeton, New Jersey produced 300X the speed of light in the summer of 2000, inside a cesium chamber. This was the missing ontological proof required to make evidence of the necessary level required in science for the existence of 'psi phenomena'.


Beyond the wildest imaginations of quantum teleporting that was reported just after the turn of the millennium, and the Big Bang, is the connection true 'love' brings. Thank you, Buddy Holly! John Lennon has 'Imagine’-d a new mantra for the quantum global village and a post-Modern Age that allows people the leisure time to contemplate what pre-Industrial Age Society already knew. When factories needed people to work long hours at machines they instituted education for all people, so that 'time clocks' could be punched and productivity could be measured. The prior travesties of the Inquisitions and Dark Ages were relaxed in order to enable a greater control over the minds of people. The past and the future can be changed. Now I would like to introduce our project management team of Tony and Sean to tell us a little about what the next few months might bring to your attention.�


“Hi. I have been more than doubly blessed to say the least. My many intuitions of life have made it possible for me to take the challenges and be the person that received a message from Time Travelers some twelve years ago. It was a curse for me to try to understand and without all the help of the great minds here at Damanhur it could not have happened. Actually it has not happened for us quite yet but it appears we are well on our way to making a breakthrough in this area as well. There are so many things I could talk about – but let me tell you THE BEST IS YET TO COME!
I have chosen a team member to explain a little of this for you in purely physical terms so that you can see it isn’t just the ‘weird’ stuff I wrote about over the last decade or so. Otto, come here and give them the short version. We don’t need any applause please! We are all one on this effort.�


“Hi folks! Thank you Sean. Temporal paradox is avoided through a variant on the Many-Worlds interpretation called the Classical Ensemble. In short, any quantum reality implies a set of simultaneous classical realities - the Classical Ensemble. As the system evolves, new classical realities appear in the ensemble and others are pruned.


The ones that are pruned are those that have become contradictory, or paradoxical. Contradictions change the independence of the various classical realities so they are no longer separable (in the QM mathematical sense) and therefore become entangled. Cyclic entanglements lead to collapse (measurement). These cyclic entanglements space spacetime, they are closed-space-like loops in spacetime and in effect entangle the past with the future. Within this expanded present, something like time-travel is possible. I guess that is the long and the short of it. I for one am most excited to see what we are able to come up with as we combine Tesla and the best of the present minds that we have gathered here.�

Eternum, eternal thanks to both you and precious F.F. very much for simply existing.....Nefratiti would be honoured to know to whom her soul belongs....but I suspect she already does, as does her he!
All 6's partner 9's, and a slain Nikaya999 was this 666's...the perfect 3 broken...you now the end result! 9 more to go..cherish this gift!
My computer is set to crash whatever I-Broswer hackers try to hack my soul through, and last night a human worm within this site, not a precious of my scarabs, is responsible!
I shall now depart and pray you caution for life and always!

respect Jasper666

eternal thanks for existing? an eternity is a long time to be thankful for two lives that will be extremely short in comparison. and i am not the person to thank for my life, because i do not hold my life in my hands. the only thing i hold in my hands is my death, which i don't have a very strong grip on anyway, so rather than thanking me for living, perhaps you should thank me for not dying, although if i did die it wouldn't have an impact on you that you would be aware of, so are thanks really necessary?

I would thank you if you respelled your handle, cuz it sez 'flower fiary which is illegal in my mind

it says on the top of my screen that i'm logged in as "flowerfairy", so i don't know why it says "flowerfiary" on my posts and i don't know how to change it...

Click on your displayed name to go to your own profile. Then, in the upper portion of the screen, click on "controls" to edit your displayed name.

let's see if it worked...

yay!

The "fiery flower" interpretation was interesting in its own way.

Dearest flower fairy, just be whom you first choose, as it sweets your intuition far better as you than some chocolate coated 'others' accent ever will. And I only speak with my one native language...soul! SO please do not misconstue my term of "simply being," as being active or passive anything, as intent is merely a consequence of inactions, no matter whose forms nor what matters as responsibility.
A fine example of what I mean here is after arising this morning, in my natives cage called Australia, I was greeted by the news that "Johnnny the scum sucking Howard" is arming our flying War Machines here with long range strike capabilities in order to attack our Asian neighbours.
Now as all of this is directly related to your topic here, my personal today is and always will be, tomorrows yesterday, but the day before which lead to the day after the total destruction of everything my humanity ever cares for....life, in or of any form or matter! And everything has life I care for....and this includes even a rock as she is a part of her life connected to the very planet herself!
On behalf of all I am Australian, which is sweet F*** ALL and always so, let me appologise to rest of world for what this filthy little creature is about to do in all my names...but especially mine only! And as his re-election was diabolically backed and constructed by US influence with some global in common insatible desire for canon fodder, let me also appoloigise for the rest of worlds loss of humanity here also...but then again, only on my own behalf which means jack sh*t to anyone but me, myself, and I!

I would miss you either way flower fairy....and will very soon either way if these political nazi's get their stupid way...which they do....so just watch it all go up in smoke!

Respect Jasper

I fear for my children!

No, hey hey, you should not fear for your children! You should simply continue to love them regardless, no matter what happens nor may, other than your love itself for them only, as if this planet survives by the merest of chance they will need unbaised lovers to lead their childrens children in the future! We've quite enough childish little terroists right here right now: and that's no matter from which side of the proverbial fence one looks in or out from!
See what I mean...your alien has landed hey hey!
The lack of such insight started this whole damn shi-bang in the first instance!
Fear is only a fear of fear itself: And creatures like me love to love fear to understand excatly it is that makes it tick so violently and lash out at others for no good reason whatsoever other than I fear...then I kill it or myself...the suicidal nihilist!
But as love and fear are one, in most or mabye all others, I am living proof this visciuos circle or cycle I spoke of can be dissected without harm to anyone or anything!
Its called pure selflessnes, and I defy anyone on this planet to test my very impoverished and over beaten metal...and not just to speak of either!

Wars are not inevitable ....just don't vote nor use or promote power supplies to encourage the bastards to slaughter all your children nor you nor their childerns children for profit!
Take the night back and stand as one in the darkness and you'll stop all of this nonesence NOW!
I use to wonder why I'm so poor and unemployable here in Australia........but I don't anymore because I would rather starve to death than to see anyones child murdered tomorrow! And as I have already watched mine murdered while I starved before this system here....be careful whom you test or judge for say this here!
Now let's move on, as I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of all this bleeding BS, when no-one will do jack sh*t to stop it anyway...see imperical fact for details...but then fate is not destiny either as we all control both!

Respect Jasper

death and life are both so beautiful. death only becomes ugly when we live and die ugly. we don't have live or die ugly. we're surrounded by millions of people who are living and dying in ugly ways, and to not live or die in an ugly way would set us apart from everyone else around us, so it is hard and scary, and the fact that it is scary is what makes it ugly. the only way to change how things are is if the few individuals who know how to live do everything in their power to live, and perhaps some of the beauty of their lives will spread to the people around them. you've but to take the hand next and the hand before, and eventually we will form a chain, which will eventually form a circle, as long as no one lets go. but be patient, because this whole process will take an hell of a long time, and hopefully we don't all die before it happens. it wont happen in our lifetimes in any case, but at least we can form one link of the chain which will be a circle in about a million years...

You are soooooo pretttyy when you're not peeved at me for silly little nothings!
Have you ever seen a movie called KISSED. Its about a Necrophiliac girlee who is just so sublimly precious, as she simply licks these threads, these sparks of birth and rebirth, which flow between life and death! Sophie Calle is the writer/director, and in reading your comments above it all came rushing back in on top of me....jasper needs a breathe!
Where's your hand in the link, by the way, as I'd love to melt myself properly before I die, as I die, just for a merest touch of for whom I'd choose to always die for!

Now look what you've done to me?

Respect Jasper

PS: And please don't offence, as it so rare for me to do this in public.... or anywhere for that matter!

i've never been "peeved at you for silly little nothings". if you think that i've ever been peeved at you then you are misenterpreting me. and if you are misenterpreting me when you say i'm peeved then perhaps you are also misenterpreting me when you say i'm pretty. beauty entails many things, and i don't know how many or which ones apply to me. i try not to look for beauty or ugliness in myself because i'm scared of the effect that what i find will have on me. so i'll leave that up to you to judge, and do judge, but be very careful when you do.

i have never seen "kissed", but i think that i will watch it now. when i spoke of the beauty of life and death i didn't have a picture of a necrophiliac in my head. the picture i had in my head was of the native americans who celebrated a man the day he was born just as passionately as the celebrated him the day he died, because they weren't scared of birth and they weren't scared of death, because they loved life as much as they loved death, and according to the words of a wise and beautiful person named krishnamurti, "in love there is no fear".

my hands in the chain of love and life are full. one hand has been taken by someone who loves me, and the other hand has taken the hand of someone else who i love. i only have two hands. but from the unification that exists on either side of me comes a power. i have not yet been able to fully utilize this power since my connections are so new, but the power is there, and its purpose is to be given away, so, i give to you all the power that you can take from me. perhaps what you take will be immense, or perhaps you will take nothing, it depends on who you are, but if you take even a small portion, you will be able to use it to let your hand be taken and to take the hand of another, if you use the power right. when you say "whom i'd choose to die for", don't make this one person, because a chain isn't one person or two people, a chain is an immense amount of people, a chain of the world would entail about 3 billion people. death holds just as much power as life, so when you die don't die for one person, die for every person on this earth because only in doing so will the positive energy that you have do anything at all to reverse the negative energy that is predominant in humanity right now.

ff
are you sure you are 16? (of course you are. but am I sure?) I can only wonder what kind of set/setting leads to thoughts like this at age 16, and I can hardly wonder what such a mind might finally develop into. My initial impression is that your intelligence is not merely a matter of good genes and access to wise teachers but is also earned through absorbing some significant knocks in life

I also predict that you may find yourself with a few 'elder' groupies, based on what I've seen so far

Hmmmm..apart from consuming this sublime beauty of yours FF, I just when to local store and bought a chocolate bar for breakfast: and yes, it was 4 pm prior, and I'd been in here so long I forgot to eat!
Now its 6 pm, and I thinking about this "we are all our own environments" ideology of yours!
It's quiet interesting to imagine that if I lived with apples, I become an apple. But what if all the other apples are cold in the heat while I am hot in the cold?
Is this hot /cold apple, individual, opposite, antisocial, or simply of some pathological ideom? Maybe even indifferent!
Now I'm not going to take this anywhere right now in reference to as Today as today, but I will as soon as I figure out where it leads?
My first line of thought is Freud and Socialisation. Did you know he, Freud, actually considered Socalization itself to be the greatest attrocity ever committed against all human natures M&F?
But then to define what is human is very difficult...ie personness ala abortion. And nature even moresore after it's been tampered with for so long by such fragmented and scattered to wind human natures.
Maybe we were meant to simply slap each other around with ,and in, clubs to the point of total extinction, until some hairy idiot was suddenly set on fire by lightning strike and made himself into a wheel in an attempt to roll into the local waterhole to put the damn thing out with?
Makes sense to me that our current state of modenrity was purely accidental to begin with, as all great discoveries were and still are by mere accident.....rats and rotten egg gas don't mix...Boooommm....there goes yesterday up in smoke!
Interesting also when one considers any atomic reaction is a chain event which should unlink everything... no matter what...as it's about lack of controlled implosion, and not the explosions which they'll all currently concerned with controlling! So if quantum theory is in the least bit correct, then atomic weapons are not in any human being on the planets arsenal!
And also, if any atomic weapon theory were correct, then where the hells the atomic hand granades gone from utility belt, Batman?
Hmmmm...I think I'll go up my lab and play on the slab to see if I can invent a real accident that'll scare the lot of those bastards into submission...be funny wouldn't it....Jasper with atomic mouse poo....ha ha !

Respect Jasper

Now settle petal, my love is mine and your's is your's...get it, got it, damn good!
A compliment form me is never meant as physical unless I state it of or for me, and I hit on no-one...get my drift! That's is why all other sites suck...don't make this one as such, as it has much potential!
So keep your hands in your pockets sunshine and I'll glue mine to mind, as all I asked was where your hands are in the chain when I may desire to touch them! Showing your hand in Australia means "tell me what's on you mind", and you obviously have. And I am very happy someone else loves you well, as creature like I would not.... therefore would nor will ever love anything opposite! I'm a confirmed only, but I told you that before also!
Now then, screw the other 3 billion, let's talk minds without gutter nor crack trash, and move on!
I need some feedbach on my questions above...please consider!

Always respect Ja sper

Dear F

K is great - and you might join the MSN site for him where you will find a lot from me.

robert... who, or what, is K?

jasper... it sounds as if you misinterpret me again. but rather than explain myself and lead to more pointless and possibly detremental confusion, i will do what you said and give you feedback on your questions, for whatever it will lead to. so:

as far as your question about apples... if you are a hot apple living in cold whether, and all the other apples were cold apples living in hot whether, it must mean that you are living in a different environment from the other apples. you can be right next to another apple and still live in a different environment from it, because the majority of your environment is created inside your head. i don't know why your environment is the opposite of that of the other apples around you because i don't know you or any of the apples to which you refer, but out of the millions of apples out there, probablity says that there have got to be a few out there that are feeling hot in cold whether also. you're just standing next to the wrong apples... and i don't mean wrong in the sense of wrong is bad and right is good, i'll leave that to your deicression if you wish to avoid socialization. and as far as that whole thing goes, socialization is the process by which the societal norms of right and wrong are determined. freud says that socialzation is wrong, so if i agree with him then i am abiding by his norm of what is wrong, and therefore in agreeing with him i am contradicting him. kind of like the way that krishnamurti teaches people not to listen to teachers.

as far as your question about slapping each other around in clubs with clubs... if humans weren't so goddamn afraid of each other we could understand each other a lot better and then the need for any type of club would be eliminated and we could roast marshmallows over the man who was on fire rather than roll him into the waterhole and dry it up.

as far as your question about atomic bombs and batman... i try to base all my theories only on information that i've gained firsthand, and since i have no firsthand experience with atomic bombs or batman, i can't really tell you much about either.

aloha...both bush and kerry are also members of the skull and bones society

Dear F

K is Krishnamurti who you were quoting or talking about.

(t4e letters t4at 4 and 9 represent are disabled on my keyboard for some odd reason so im usin9 4 and 9 instead)

robert... w4at is kris4namurtis msn site?

jasper... i a9ree wit4 you on t4e tree analo9y simply for t4e sake of bein9 able to t4ink comfortably. because if trees dont fall down w4en i dont see t4em t4en t4e laws of t4e universe as i know it are broken and if t4ere are no laws t4en t4ere is room for infinite possibilities, and t4e mind cant compre4end infinity. t4e laws of t4e universe as i know t4em say t4at everyt4in9 is connected, and i t4ink t4aat by findin9 t4ese connections we can understand life enou94 to really live. talkin9 as opposed to c4oppin9 down trees means livin9 based on ot4er peoples actions as opposed to livin9 based on your own actions, w4ic4 is 9ood because i would rat4er 4ave someone tell me t4at t4e soup is 4ot t4an to eat it and burn myself. alt4ou94 on t4e ot4er 4and, maybe t4e soup is really not 4ot and 4es just tellin9 me t4at it is so t4at i dont eat it and t4ere will be more for 4im. or maybe t4e soup is 4ot to 4im but it would not be 4ot to me. so i suppose t4at were safe as lon9 as we take all actions and words analytically.

Now we are on the same wavelenght: so I'll now smash my keyboard also so t4ere's no avan3age 4ere w4a3soever!

Infinity is a finite concept only to a finite mind in respect to stupid concept called time. However, Mine is not for any times infinite dribble, and as such it's always open at any point we only I can change it! And I just didn't awaken in this mornings light, to then look out my window to see the moon rising in the nights sky as we have all been here mant times before....and yes I mean incrarnate? I remeber all my past lives....and whether any cares or cares not to!
Now if you consider this statement , you'll see exactly why I find much of what is said to be dualistic waffle, but with all my respect for alls always! Like your:Infinity has no Laws?

Analogy:
I fill an infinte glass of water to it's most infinite level that I can find: then I throw a stone into it: the glass suddenly smashes: does the stone still exist or was it always a part of infinty also!?

But the greater question here is, "Where exactly did the displacement of water go from the stone full entry and impact, just before the glass smashed to pieces?????????

Step I complete!

Yesterday Today and tommorrow are always NOW! Time doesn't exist as it can't in an infinite continuum, and mankind places itself in a vacumm by recognising and using only time!
Another fact: There is no such a thing as a perfect vacumm in the Universe and Black Holes are pure human bullsh*t , as I jump into the damn things all the time and still come out with my mind fully intact: but then I have never feared anything Man created, as humanity geatest flaw is saftey in numbers...pure cowardise....and they all go suck my proverbial, whether they like what I say or not!
Give me a plastic space ship and I'll prove everything I say: but then I already have a real one as grey matter, and it's always been only in my mind and theirs!

Love Jasper
PS: I will be signing with love to everyone here at this site from now on.....so just deal with it because I do!
PPS: A message For Robert the Bruce....I even love you too...just shut-up and listen to yourself sometimes!

no avan3age 4ere w4a3soever? 1f y0u'r3 901n9 70 5p34k 1n 1337 743n 937 y0ur num83r5 r1947!

my theory on reincarnation is that the energy of thoughts come from a different dimension, so when a body dies then that energy goes back to its source to be later transfered into a new thoughtless body. not all bodies have thought energy that has been previously used, but some do.

i never said that infinity has no laws, or if i did say that then that's not what i meant. what i meant was that the laws of infinity are not laws that humans follow so it is impossible for us to understand them. it is impossible for you to fill a glass to its most infinite level, because glasses don't abide by the laws of infinity and neither do you, and infinity has no level.

There are forces at work here at this very site, whom are trying to shut me up and hack my computer system here in Australia! A warning for them only to whom I refer: SCREW YOU PIECES OF sh*t...FACE TO FACE YOU COWARDS!

sorry ff but every time I try to send repies here my browser or chache locks up for no apparent logical reason......and it ain't mind games either.
My reply...I hope it gets through?

Very cool ....and yeahhhh flowerfairy....I like..no, I love your truthfulness as it's just you and I, not them. But the glass is very relevant: and I had far too many of the damn things yesterday and last night the alcohol was throbbing all the right braincells far too much for me to repy you!
The Infinity glass is a metaphor for universal infinity: which has no laws nor source. And besides, if there was a source and laws, then I broke and drank them all as I was drunk yesterday...not a joke!
Bing Bang Theory proffers para-universal expansion: Atomic theory proffers atomic explosion: Quantum theory scews them both into reductionism and anarchy.....and so does Jasper btw.
Enegry transforms, transports, transmutes, transferes, and transpires, not expires! It impodes within for good and always: not without, to stupid greater good or dumb arsed GOD who couldn't care less if you died yesterday, today, or tomorrow! But I do, and You, yourself, miss Flowerfairy: you are yours and only yours of you which no-one or nothing owns nor controls at any miniscule piece or part of at any time nor part of time. And your flesh is this very glass of water I am speaking of here!
Now the stone I threw into my metaphorical glass before, tansforms to become pure flesh and blood! Hmmmmm...interested? Now you know why I get upset sometimes when you tell me others own your only one love! And I will not allow anyone to touch nor own mine unless I want to!

Step 2 now complete.

And there is much much more which Jasper has to say about srewing both God and Science back inside their scum filled little bottles: but by using their own scripture as Isaac Newton once did to do it to them both...and with education or practice either! All one needs to do is look and listen, but not to me as I'm full of sh*t and don't give a damn what they see do or say about mine!
But then I am my own enviornment which made me as such...and it's world outside is also pure sh*t right now?

Please consider as I always do!

Love Jasper

and there is much much more which jasper has to say about srewing both god and science back inside their scum filled little bottles: but by using their own scripture as isaac newton once did to do it to them both...and with no such same education or practice of either either! all one needs to do is look and listen, but not to me as i'm full of sh*t and don't give a damn what they see do or say about mine!
but then i am my own enviornment which made me as such...and it's world outside is also pure sh*t right now?

please consider as i always do!

love jasper

yeaaaaaaaaaeee it got through....stuff them i say, i'll say anyway?

i never said that i have only one love and that anyone owns it. i said that i have only two hands, and hands and love are two seperate things. hands are limited because they are physical. i have two hands to be held by two people. but love is not physical so it is only as limited as you make it. and love dosn't belong to anyone, you can't give it away in that sense, but you can touch people with it, you can touch whoever can be touched. i tried to explain this a few posts ago but i think you entirely mistook what i was saying, and you probably will again this time, but that's ok, you can take whatever you want from my words.

and now i will be blunt rather than speak in soft metaphors and twistable words. the world outside is not pure sh*t. there is more infinite beauty out there than there could ever be negativity.

the god that i see when i look inside myself i suppose would be me, and i don't hate that god because it is what it is, but what it is can be changed, by me, and therefore, regardless of what it is, it has the potential to be anything, and there is no point in hating something so maleable, and there is no point in loving it either for that matter, because hate and love are extremely strong, so to apply hate or love to something maleable is very dangerous. rather to approach such a thing with attitudes of love or hate, it seems like it would be more beneficial and less dangerous to approach it with attitudes of teaching and listening.

keep in mind that if everything was water there would be an end to destruction because conflict only occurs between forces made of seperate materials. but if everything was water there would also be no creation, because creation can only occur when there is a correlation between forces made of seperate materials.

i agree that living through pure love is the only way to live truely and productively in today. unfortunately, love can only be bred by either love or purity. in a world where there are multitudes of forces working against love and purity from the second we are born, it goes against so many things that are ingrained in us to love, and our love also goes against things that are ingrained in everybody else, so this is why it is so hard to live in today, but i am changing...

funny that you reffered to yourself as a suicidal nihilist, someone recently told me that i have the mind-set of a suicide bomber, and a friend was recently told that he resembled the unibomber for thinking similarly to the way that i do. funny that people so commonly associate people with violence...

When you`ve all stopped worrying about the future......the problem is that we all want to dicuss the problem of the problem and whether or not the problem is an ongoing sort of problem or a short term problem or that it`s not a real problem at all but a subjective problem which enforces the mindset that we want to change, as Zappa said in Dynamo Hum "And I`ve gotta get out of it before I can get into it and I gotta get into it before I can get out of it" .......Have fun! Houndog

Moonshine thought

The sky looms down on trees and me’s and she’s and he’s and alls as darkness falls ‘gainst walls of time sublime but never gives enough of love ‘fore sending souls to cold above

Ever changing
Seconds to years
Rearranging
Smiles to tears

The pounding bass is just a race in life’s short marathon of heartbeats and soft sheets where thought of nought strives to import whilst we contort and truths abort

Constant pulses
Day to night
Mind convulses
Pure delight

The reaching there to find nowhere or simply scare the thrill to ill so take the pill and learn to chill or stay right here avoid the fear avoid the tear avoid frontier

Moonshine thought
Seditious wills
Do what you ought
Complacency kills

©2005 Hey Hey

your poem reminds me a lot of this one: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/27128737/

that was a nice read.

jasper you are so sad having conversation with ureself....GET A LIFE!!!! omg you are soooooo lame, i mean cant you have a conversation with a real person for F**K's sake!!!

Jasper went away many months ago.