The pineal gland has tiny crystals of ingredients like Iridium and Rhodium according to 'Genesis of the Grail Kings' mentioned earlier. There is a wealth of possible western proofing here and a lot of other proof already determined in the area of MRI tracking of brain function. Am I any 'weirder' than this idea that Tesla and Faraday both tried to prove in the not so distant past? They are arguably the two greatest scientific discoverers of this millennium. Contemplate the possibility if you can that this 'cosmic thought field' is a reality. Then imagine Electro-Convulsive Therapy or ECT that the psychiatrists give to those they inconclusively diagnose as Schizo-Effective Disordered. Amplification of the electricity by the thalami that is sent to other parts of the brain certainly would create some random surgical removal of brain cells wouldn't it? What about the impact on the libido that they like to observe leads to 'manageable' people? This is one of the true horrors of our supposed health care system and it is being promoted without any regard to creating an informed consumer. Arrogance of such self-serving societal purposes makes me think I'd rather associate with the worst element of our current society if there is any truth to Karma.


How about the use of powerful psychotropic drugs or the unwarranted surgeries? Who are the real quacks and Doctors of Death, in the name of all that is holy; I say we are our 'brothers' keepers and I don't want my tax dollars going for this supposed 'therapy'! That is just one arena wherein I think I wish I had never earned money or had to pay taxes. Because we are responsible for how those dollars are spent even if we did not vote the pricks into office.


Thus my alienation is enhanced and just about all the things considered weird have become more acceptable to me. Where does one hide from the images of what they are responsible for when unbridled greed and power disguise themself as government? Einstein said 'It is only to the individual that a soul is given.' Does that mean the individual isn't responsible for the acts of organizations who act on his behalf? I don't think so. My new found friends in the 'titty bars' certainly seemed to have higher ethics and a truer understanding of society than my supposed 'yuppie' friends and family. They had learned early in life from their abusive fathers or uncles that man says one thing and does whatever he can get away with. They understood this as they licked the jism from their lips at the age of six or powdered their bruises at the age of twelve when they lived in fear of making their family come apart, at the threat of exposure to the authorities. They seldom escaped these things but when these beautiful women did escape incest they found rape was their present enemy. Einstein was not talking about sexual violence when he spoke of power and aggression in the following quote. He was no doubt, talking about nations and armies or the like. What difference there is, I sincerely do not know. It is the acts of every individual that are on trial when the 'cycle of violence' is allowed to continue!


"The unlimited desire for ever greater power seeks to become active and aggressive wherever and whenever the physical possibility offers itself."

When the Republican abusers of power are voted out of office November second this year, I will say "I helped." My political activity in the past had been limited to merely informing myself and voting accordingly. This year, many people like me decided to take action and work to defeat the Republican supporters of corporate corruption.* I personally registered ten new Democratic voters in Nevada, walked precincts to identify likely Kerry voters, and made hundreds of phone calls to Democrats and "declined to state" voters. I will definitely attend the victory party after the election!



* There was 20 billion for Halliburton added the 87 billion bill that Kerry previously supported causing him to vote against it. Enron's Ken Lay was nicknamed "Kenny Boy" by George Bush while Enron was bilking California of billions and ripping off its own shareholders. The loosening of regulations for polluters. Etc., etc.