Crying

I cried today for the life I once had
I cried today for the life before me
Both killing me slowly
Both taunting me with the means to go

In my life that once was
Starving was the way to go
No emotions, just blank stares

In my life that is ahead
Feelings hunting my every move
Purging is my way of control

Food is just food
But it screams at me with every bite
It feels me up sadness and hate

The goal is to be empty
Empty of food
Empty of pain
Empty of either life that hurts me

I cried today for the life I once had
I cried today for the life before me
I cried today for the end of this life
I cried today for crying

beautiful Silke. THe first stanza is so gropping...

Take care now. Love ya!

*~Amin mela ile~*

DUM SPIRO SPERO

AMOR VINCIT OMNIA

Wow that is so good!!!

damn, I wish I could hug you and all of your pain would leave you and flow into me. I am sorry ..but you are a beautiful poet


Thank You for sharing and teaching me