Confusion
It saves me, it kills me
It tares me in half
It hurts so bad I want to cry
yet it makes me want to laugh
Agony so deep I scream in pain
but it makes the pain seem less
I must be going insane
my minds a mangled mess
It tortures me, it helps me
I'm addicted to its red
...and with every stoke
its power is slowly fed
feed the river of flowing blood
take the pain away
Help me to forget it all
and pretend its all okay....