Why did you hurt me Father?
You broke my spirit.
My heart can’t breathe.

Tiny child chained up deep inside can not see, afraid of the dark.

Quiet little girl! Do not speak! We don’t say naughty things! Bad little girl! Must not be seen! Wear pretty dresses sit proper. Smile big for all to see. Hide your bruises, they must never know. It’s our secret.

So many secrets, so many tears, so much shame.
I’m bad; it’s all my fault.
I’m sorry, please forgive me.
Nightmares, bad thoughts go away!
I want to die!
You make me pretend we’re all okay.
It’s not all right...... You touch me and make me feel dirty.
It makes me cry.
Is that what Fathers’s do?

Stop Crying! Someone might see you! You’re bad! Bad Girl! Must not feel! Don’t tell mommy, she’ll be mad at you!

You made me afraid. You chained me and kept me small.
You cut out my tongue so I could not speak.
Smart strong man, your secret is safe. She’ll never tell.

Made me believe I was bad. ....
You made me unlovable.
Dirty little whore no man will touch you.
No man will want you.
You stole my sanity.
Beat me and kept me small!
"She can’t tell if she don’t trust."

I tried to make it go away by never thinking about it.
You come back in my dreams so I quit sleeping.
You haunt me when I am awake. I can’t escape.

Please Papa don’t hurt me anymore! I hate you! You murdered my soul. You warped my mind. I can’t function the way I should. I’m angry you deny everything.

Shh little girl, must not say naughty things. Be quiet, people will hear you. Smile and be silent, the whole world is watching. Be perfect! Win gold! That’s my perfect child! Show no strain.

Look away! Oh God! Please don’t let them see my scars.
They laugh with him and think he’s a good man.
I turn my face away so they can’t see me cry.
If they only knew.
I try to love but my heart is tainted with distrust.
My little girl heart is terrified to trust once more.....
Damn you Father!
I can not love without hate. You violated my childhood and destroyed my womanhood.

Papa is good. Papa is great. Stay silent my darling, never say rape.

I can’t make it go away no matter how hard I try. You did this to me and say I lie. You say I made it up.

You crazy sick bastard! I hate you!

Little girl hides and cries afraid the world might see the dirty shameful woman my father’s made of me.

((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))