How am I to get better when I am nothing? Worth nothing, good for nothing...treated like nothing. I am about to break, I can feel it. I am supposed to be working on my issues, eating better, taking care of mysefl better...I just cant seem to do any of those things, and I keep getting affirmation from others that I AM nothing. So, why should nothing try to be something?

Sorry for making no sence.

Dara

*Solidarity*
I can relate to your feelings....

Would it help if I would tell you what a wonderful person you are?Would you believe me?
I admire you,you know....

Hang in there,ok?

Dara, little sister, you're really something to me.

You've been a very important person in my life, and I couldn't live without you.

I'm not doing very well today either... or lately... but I sure do think the world of you.

All my love, respect, and solidarity--I mean soli-DARA-ty--always.

thank you both...it really helps to have your love and understanding. I love you

Dear Dara~
Steven is right,you know.....
You ARE really something.Strong and beautiful!

"If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend."
- Stone Temple Pilots


Dara...do you know the song At your side,sung by The Corrs?
I would like to post the lyriks for you here....

(YOU are a wonderful person and a GREAT friend.)


When the daylight's gone and you're on your own And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand


And you know that
I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side


If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around


And you know that
I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side


I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that


I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side


I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side