You keep changing your name! its hard for us feeble minded people to keep up with!
when i am writing, i many times tend to write my feelings and not explane the reasons to begin with or the outcome. this poem kind of just came out of me. there are no reasons (that i know of) and there is no outcome. i have no idea what the poem is about or what my subcountious is trying to resolve. It is difficult for me to explane what i do not comprehend.
later, when i see what it the poem is about, i will re-write it and post it again. i am sure that any poetry will change me, whether i see it now or not. its a wonderful thing to think about, that this poem may have resolved something inside of me that i am not even aware of.