Listening to: Ween. Song: Let me lick _________.

The words and will of gods

are written on the scrapes of paper
floating around as trash to allow the few who
dare to look upon it and more so- Pick it up to read and learn.
In more ways than one.
They are written in dairies under the bed. On physiology books
that I’ve picked up from the library, understanding it but never really
feeling it, until recently and it still says “theres so so so much more�

In the back pocket filled with sheets of miscellaneous
papers from napkins to study sheets and
always found with a pen. For without I feel naked.

The words of gods
are written where few read or think of.
That place where few souls can touch each other
and remember the purpose or reasoning of writing and willing
their own words and ideals.

The will of gods
are all around us. Take a look.
Its reflected back to you
once you take notice and you
are forever changed from its infinite
will and grace of life. Your eyes, mindeyes sees
differently now. You know what I’m saying.
The will that gives you chills.
A freedom of thought and art. A freedom that can’t
be bought or ignored once we attain it. A freedom to create.

you may reciprocate by understanding,
its that vision thats planted in all of us.
That leaves its heavy reminder upon us
in intricate ways, in incredible ways and
it is US that makes it possible, that makes
it a reality of your own.
Cuz we chose to Open it. We dare. oh yes.
Its unreadable, unwatchable until
you accept all or some of it without the necessities of
understanding its meanings or existence. or it's will- cuz we,
you, I are still learning to understand such things.
my pleasure.

. I plead insanity… for label sake,
if its what They need in order to deal with such thoughts, They need order-structure
guide lines and directions in order to understand- they have forgotten to think for themselves.
their fear of my understanding of what the Idea of Life is, is confusing and unheard of to them.
HOW/WHY/- do we allow people to dictate or rule and control/contort anyone’s own life and self into their beliefs...?
I don’t go around with my beliefs and Force people to obey and believe in it, by enforcing laws, greed, and corruption of elected-elite
officals and the fear based religion theories. No one has the right to force the will of man. We enslave each other, in many ways. Its ridiculous!
No one has the right to control any one soul, thought crimes. No one can tell you what to think. When that happens the will of life is killed slowly and
You have nothing left but the control that’s over your mind and body, for your mind has
weaken from all the stress and fear…. and really? It’s not anyone else’s fault (if you wanna
feel victimized about it) but your own, cuz you were the one to believe in it, some of you know how that feels. it can happen a lot

but as life goes Change is always coming. A new you and us. but I believe for me to trust and love another human is for them to have such regards
to their free will, to have a sense of Self amongst all, cuz after all we ARE here amongst all, we just havent figured out ..... why? its hard
to start accepting that I am here on this earth in this state on this continent right NOW, so why not be happy about living in the moment of and for all of its possiblities. Possibilities to millions of other possibilities that span across eternity and prehaps I am a speck of space dust floating around to new experiences, new specks, new ideals and ways. Its overwhelming.

I send my salute across the universes of time and untime, chaos
Cosmik twist salute of ALL that i am and to ALL that understand, some what, what is going on and what will go on and on and on.
And the kiss of peace to those that will it as our journeys become joineries and
we party in that place of love, balances-harmony and whatever makes you truly
happy in every moment of life, I will see you there.


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Beauty, if one can place a box around its subtle undertones, is conducive to a tear in my eye. This, as the case, makes for a pleasing read of your entry as feelings of melancholy and euphoria pass through my consciousness. This is an inspiring piece for me in a time of malcontent and coinfusion. Every once and a while even those of us who feel like we are as strong as we have ever been need to hear some affirmations from others on the same plane. To know feel and accept that where we are in our experiences is an appropriate place, is for myself, a staple. I hope someday to transcend this state to realize that the pendulum does not neccesarily have to swing all the way back into chaos again in irder to return to the place of . . .

Love

*sigh*

Eddie

"while even those of us who feel like we are as strong as we have ever been need to hear some affirmations from others on the same plane."

yes. I love that you can understand that. Beautyfull


my pleasure Eddie

peace&ease

= ]
i hear ya man