Listening to ‘Mama told me not to come’
BY: it says Tom Jones, but I didn’t know he be singing
Such sweeeet sculptural sounds of tasty sedative music,
Go Tommie boy. (always thought it was some black dude)
By the chaotic societal “rational and acceptable” reasoning of the insanity
better known as Life, while on this spiritual endeavor- there stood God, in front of me. Or God
awoke inside of me that instant. He came in a male body with tattoos of graffiti self-
expressed art. “Yeah, I drew them myself.” Said the 5’6 monument talking to me in slow,
intricate mind F**KING ways that made me question if I loved this man. And I say, this I said, Of course
I do, who wouldn’t? Guarding your heart is totally weak and I shall amuse no weakness. Do you understand?
Fear not! I will explain. You can follow me down a rabbit hole of ridiculous rambling thoughts of past experiences
With a poetic, not pathetic, mindseyez vision of expressing my story of the 4day encounter with Mr. X-00.
Categorized by the amount of shocking sudden white thunder bolts of realizations that set the wheels of wonder and excitement of mental foreplay, into play.
Carry on. He was a traveling man, so I bid my time well, with plenty of time to explore his mind. Like that neil young song ‘Expecting to Fly’ He was the epitome of Creation and there I was watching and learning LIVE. Not an everyday feeling I tell you this much, it was shocking. He told me he loved my writings and for the first time I blushed at it, I actually smiled like a little girl *shuffling my beat up sandals in the carpet* “Thanks” I offered. Moments of longevity and pinkie-crimson passion flowed through my mind as never before and formed into a simple honest blush. The only way I could thank him, powerful sh*t. On this love roller coaster of earth life I must say, it does indeed at times make me say ‘sure as F**K life is worth living’. But there’s only so much time offered in 4days. Or was it 5years? No one can tell such things, it’s a feeling in the womb of your yummy yummy I got love in my tummy sensation. I wonder if, we removed all the removable bullshit placebo and pseudo realities from our eyes and mind- if we let go of this politically correct way of behaving around each other and sought to remove all controls, conditionings, structural mind blocks with locks made out of lies…. I wonder if this 5’6 entanglement I shared with him if that could be reciprocated by everyday strangers? And if so, would it change life as we know it? Is this the 2012 concept? The end of times belief? In fact, do I believe in anything anymore? Would it be ok to say.. No, I don’t believe in anything, only the things that come to me with the help of gods interacting or with the help of the mind that uses me? Once again, another beauty full experience leaves me with more questions to ponder upon. Life is cool like that. Don’t you think? ?