(Image made by Tomas Johansson,Stockholm,Sweden)




On the Edge



Standing on the edge of forever
Far from time and space
The world is crumbling from beneath
The ending is near, I sense it now

Standing on the edge of forever
I fear what lies beyond
Another world, another day
I wish I know, but now I'm afriad

Standing on the edge of forever
Will there be a new dawn?
Will there be something better?
One step left, and the change is here

Standing on the edge of forever
But my time is not yet here
I turn my back to the mystery ahead
My spirit is weak, and the road too long

Standing on the edge of forever
Who am I to know the secrets?
Who am I to choose?
Who am I to know the way?
Who am I to lose?

The dream is strong,
But the soul is weak
Forever is not what it was
Forever is not what I seek

Stepping back from the edge
I see what before was hidden
Forever is what we have
Not what we will find

I don't know what to say...

It's all more than either of us can bear...

I just hope somebody doesn't bumble along and say something stupid...

And yet, here I am, doing just that...

Kyrie eleison
Christe eleison
Kyrie eleison

I still believe, with all my heart, no matter what:

AMOR VINCIT OMNIA

I have to believe, because to live without hope would be even more unbearable than to live with hope as I do...

Oh Silke Shining in the Sky, my heart breaks for you, for me, for everyone; for everything now everywhere...

Don't leave me all alone here in the dark, for what am I without you?

Come back from the edge...

Come back to me...

Come back...

Silke,

This poem brought tears to my eyes. I hate to know that you are suffering so much. I wish I could be there with you and cheer you up! I could bring along soem of my many kittens, I know they always make me feel better.

I am so sorry Silke, sorry that you are hurting, sorry that you have hurt so much in your life. You are so improtant to me, I want you ro know that. SOmetimes we dont tell the ones we care about the most how loved they really are. I dont know why, but it seeems to be true. So, now I am telling you I love you my sweet sister. Please be ok...

Love,
Dara