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I think of GØD as the NOthing--not to be confused with nothing--from which ALLthings come. Therefore, GØD is positive and negative--like the hydrogen atom--male and female, whatever. At the other end of the scale, GØD is the NOthing, the vacuum, the absolute, that into which our physical universe, and all things, are expanding, ad infinitum. This allows me to conceptualize that GØD is not just in the creative processes of life--the goodness, order and design of all that IS; but G is also in the chaotic processes going on, all around us, and in that which is apparently, or so-called, evil. Evil can then be seen as good in the making.
One has to change their thoughts to entertain the thought of something new. There are thoughts that take the mind inward to source and then there are thoughts that take the mind outward trailing belief. Often one changes one belief for another and in their exuberance are convinced they can change the world with their discoveries of their new idea or thought.
A new religion, a new concept of God or a new way to spell God often entertains the mind because it has something new to think about but the new thought is not necessarily at deeper levels of expanded thought, just an expansion of belief or an enlarging of the box.
God being a NO thing or nothing or a thing is still a description of an idea or a concept.
The closer one gets to letting go of concepts the closer one gets to being unattached to the idea that they can change anyone of give anyone anything.
Motivated by the Ego, you can be convinced there are those who need to see God in a different light and you may preach your own belief, spell God differently or explain your experience of God so that others can follow, or substantiate, your own experience.
Once one has an experience of life being projected outward from the stillness that is the Self then the ego witnesses life and surrenders thought feeling and action to the stillness as it moves outward into manifestation. The witnesser becomes surrendered to the stillness which is often called the Self.
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More what? Spinning and diatribe? If this is your choice, go ahead. However, expect me to respond only to dialogue.
Expectations are identifications and anchors in the manifest, put in particular boxes which are building and maintaining the Box of Belief. As you identify another so will you react accordingly and identify yourself. This is projection and attachment to projection.
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Even as a youth--I was a student for the ministry at 17--this is what made me wonder this ambivalence: Why do we keep praying to God as a "Him"? Why do we address God as if He were a super-kind of person, one with a will, able to hear (with ears?) and answer (with a voice?) our prayers?
The unmanifest unseen one is by tradition of thought and teaching considered male, while the manifest changing aspects of creation represents the female making the One hemaphrodite or the One God including the unseen and the seen. Uniting them as one. The vertical staff of the cross represents the stable aspect of the unmanifest, the male part of the one, while the female moves outward from the unmanifest horizontally, the horizontal part of the cross.
So what has changed in the identification of yourself as being a minister for God. At 17 you wondered, and now do you still wonder or have you stilled your mind into your present containment of thoughts accumulated over the years through expanding experience?
Are you still wondering or has your mind become complacent in a new belief?
Has your mind anchored itself in belief or is it stilled inbetween belief?
If you believe in anyone and respond to them according to your belief in them then you must obviously know that they are predisposed to their belief in God no matter how you spell it.
You can explain your belief but the word is already established in their mind as associated with their own internal programs.
Im sure you've seen the bit where you can spell words incorrectly, rearranging letters in the words in a sentence but the mind often overlooks the spelling and absorbs the words according to their internal programs of word association.
Such is the futility of projecting change in anyone who hasn't made an internal shift leaving internal programs behind to expand the awareness to something greater.
Through your own experience I'm sure you have seen by asking why, you yourself have opened yourself to more understanding, but have you simply rearranged your attachment to the belief in ignorance by separating yourself from it to look upon others as being ignorant or have you just become expanded in your ignorance? By responding only to dialogue have you limited yourself to speaking when you identify with the manifest and your role or have you surrendered your role and give of yourself according to spirit and the compassion of bringing light into darkness, not through thought but through surrender?
What you are convinced of in Jesus' study in his early years, was it the understanding of mind association and the ability to understand the attachment and judgment of identity created by ego or was it the learning of his own Union?
I'm not so sure he learned how to be God as how everyone got stuck in being something other, or how to see through the eyes of ignorance so to gain the experience of compassion in terms of humanity so that they might understand him rather than he to necessarily need to understand them to gain something in his own divinity.
I think That particular entity had surpassed that level of reality long before this planet and human presence was ever introduced into this part of the universe.
I think humanity is still very much stuck in their own new found beliefs of non belief and experiences of God in being NOthing and everything.
I think you should give everything that you think you know to God in whatever spelling you desire and start completely new, from a place of not knowing anything.
I think that is the only way you may begin to understand what you've done to yourself over the years and how you limit God to your own experience, and continue to limit God by insisting on identifying with the way you spell God by putting a slash through the O in the word God.
