I walk Alone
(Author unknown)

On the outside
I look fine
I seem fine
I feel pretty good
I have a positive attitude...

Inside, alone, I carry dark and heavy thoughts--
repressing memories of abuse
fleeting thoughts of suicide.
Words cannot convey,
the feelings, the pain

I ignore them--
for a while, perhaps--
a long while, all day, many days--
figure it will go away -- ignore
It's automatically not even recognized mentally.

Forcing myself day to day, week to week,
contact with people and life
My sorrow hidden,
My anguish contained

I push forward;
I feel like dying.
I tell no one.
I carry my feelings alone.




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I must say that this poem is 100% accurate on how I live my life...
Holding everything inside, repressing and ignoring feelings is the only way to live that I know of.
Thanks for posting htis one here!
Love,
Dara

~Thanks Sis,for your reply.

~Greetings

Silke