im only writing this here because i cant write it anywere else at this time so dont read it if you dont want to.


"I loved the way he looked at me. made me feel as if everything was ok and would stay that way for the rest of my life. the way he made me laugh, the way he would sing to me just to make me smile. i loved everything about him. dont you understand?" she said as tears started to stream down her face. "I loved him." she looked into her sisters eyes with a sort of puppy dog look that made her sister sick. "He didnt love you. he loved me, dont you get it? he used you to get to me everything he did he did like a brother would his -" she couldnt take the thought of that "NO! NO thats not true!he loved me..he..." she couldnt go on the pain was to great everything was pileing up in her mind she wanted to be left alone. "GET OUT!" she screamed at her sister who didnt mind at all leaveing the pathetic mess to its self.
the girl just sild to the back corner of her bed and huged her legs saying over and over "it isnt true...he loves me." the phone rang and she jumpedup knowing it was him she picked it up quickly with a happy realived "Hello?" and it was him all he had to say was hello and she melted and after that 2 sec. of happyness was over he asked for her sister who was already on the phone and kicked her sister off by unpluging the phone line.
she curled up again and cryed she cryed so much that by the end of the day her eyes hurt. he was the first guy who she ever really loved she had had so many boyfriends but she thought he was the one Mr. right. she had been played the fool but this fool would not keep a smile for anything anymore she had to talk to him she had to hear it from him so she got up and was walking out the door when her sister came up beside her and stabed her in the back.
her sister didnt care, if she could do it once she could do it again