This was not a planned affair,
it wasn't suppose to be this real.
This wasn't suppose to be more
than what it was, just a friendly ear,
a talk, a walk, a sweet goodbye.
But then some how, his lips got in the way,
and I couldn't hide this feeling I was feeling
deep inside, and I am fighting back emotions,
I haven't felt before...
This wasn't suppose to go beyond today,
but then his arms encircled me,
and now I'm fighting back emotions,
I've never fought before.
I never thought beyond the moment
of his sweet friendly voice,
a conversation struck-up on life.
But then his gentle touch,
the smell of his cologne ran right over me...
picked me up, carried me away.
Now I'm fighting back emotions,
I've never fought before.
This wasn't suppose to make me feel so lonely,
such want and need so deep inside,
wasn't suppose to make me realize,
all the things that I'd been missing was now
standing right there in front of me...
in this man I didn't want to hide,
but as I tried to walk away..
tried to say goodbye,
he took my hand, giving it a gentle squeeze,
then kissed my cheeks painted with tears,
and I tried so hard to say goodbye,
but I couldn't let him go....
so now I'm fighting back emotions,
I've never fought before...~