GOD DAMN STUPID FUCKIN MOM! HOW THE HELL COULD SHE THINK THAT SHE OWULD JUST THRETENT ME WITH HOSPITALIZATION?! WHERE THE HELL DOES SHE THINK SHE CAN GET OFF DIOUNG THAT!? AND THEN GETTING ALL THE COUNSLER TO SAY "OH YA I TIHNK SHE NEEDS TO GO IN THERE"? THAT WAS SO STUPID! DOES SHE REALLY THINK SHE IS GONNA GET ME TO TALK TO HER WITH ALL THESE FUCKIN THREATS?! OK MAYBE A MENTAL PLACE WOULD HELP ME BCUZ MAYBE I AM CRAZY BUT SHE CANT THINK THAT! ITS JUST NOT... ITS NOT RIGHT AND ALL THESE FUCKIN ASSHOLES LIKE FUCKIN ANTHONY OK WHER DOES HE THINK HE GETS OFF SAYING THAT IM UGLY? EVEN THO I KNOW I AM THAT STILL DOESNT GIVE HIM A RIGHT TO SAY THAT OF ALL PEOPLE HIM HES A FUCKIN BASTERD! WAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT.... AND THAT WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE ALL sh*t LIKE THAT I WANT TO JUST GO UP TO HIM AND SAY YA KNOW ITS PPL LIKE YOU THAT MAKE ME CUT AND WANNA KILL MYSELF BUT I COULDNT DO THAT HE WOULD LAUGH AND TELL EVERYONE AND THEN EVERYONE WOULD MAKE AJOKE ABOUT IT JUSYT LIKE FUCKIN JORDON DID. YA MY BROTHER DECIDES TO TELL ALL HIS FRENDS ABOUT HO I CUT AND SO JORDON DECIDES IM A PYSHCO FOR CUTTING AND SAYS IT TO MY FACE? WHERE THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE , GOD JUST HOW CAN HE DO THAT? YOU DONT MAKE FUN OF POEPLE WHO DO THAT sh*t YOU HELP THEM, NOT MAKE FUN OF THEM OR THREATEN THEM. MY MOM WANST ME TO TALK? OK IM NOT GOING TO TALK IF ALL SHE DOES IS SAY "OH YOU COULD HAVE IT WORSE OFF, YOU NEED TO FORGET WAT PPL SAY TO YOU,YOU DONT HAVE IT BAD" OK I KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE IT HORRIBLE AND TAHT PEOPLE COULD HAVE IT WORSE THAN ME, BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE MY PROBLEMS HURT ANY LESS, WHERE THE HELL DOES SHE THINK OF THAT?! GOD DAMN I JUST HATE ASSHOLES WHO SAY sh*t THAT I ALREADY BELIVE AND THEY JUST MAKE ME BELIVE IT EVEN MORE.... I KNOW IM CRAZY, I KNOW IM PYSHCO, I KNOW IM UGLY, I KNOW IM STUPID BUT I DONT HAVE TO HEAR IT FROM ASSHOLES LIKE ANTHONY AND JORDON, AND... EVERYONE ELSE.....ITS ENUF TO HEAR IT FROM MYSELF EVERYDAY

BESIDES WHO THE HELL CARES IF IM FAILING FOUR CLASSES ITS NONE OF HER FUCKIN BUSNESS ANYHOW! MAYBE WOULDNT IF SHE WOULDNT PUSH ME SO DAMN HARD

do you expect a response?

no i dont im venting!