
If I refuse to think....
I did not forget to remember
I just remembered too much to believe
I linger in the doorway afraid to enter
Afraid that everything will be for real
With my fingers in my ears
I keep the world outside my head
Close my eyes to stop the tears
I shrink down and pretend to be dead
If I stop moving and keep still
Maybe my thoughts will go away
If I refuse to think or follow my will
Maybe you’ll let me in your world
....to stay