forget it ok? you will never understad me just go away.
she screamed this at her mother and all her mother had to say to her was "get out of my face". the girl just walked into her room smashed the window that had been keeping her from the outside for so long. her arm was bleeding but she hardly noticed. her room was really high up. she was so scared that the jumping feeling in her stomc wouldn't stop. she loved it. she keept pictureing what would happen if he jumped out of it. would she crack her neck? would anyone care? would anyone notice? this brought a tear to her eye , thinking about how invisable she was. she didnt care. if she lived she would crawl down next to the back of her moms apartment and sit in the park. so she looked at him, that one man that made her happy, that one man that she thought she loved, that a*shole who played the mean joke and made her feel more like a fool. she tryed to keep the crying in, like allways. so she looked outside feeling that air, feeling it for the first time and actully careing about if it would stay blowing her hair back and making her feel as if she could fly. she sat ontop of the broken window her legs being cut so manytimes she couldnt feel it anymore. so she sat there for the longest time just feeling the wind. not thinking. not worrying. she hoped that if she died she would just become wind. so she could fly, fly anywere she wanted without a care in the world. so she jumped, falling, and breakeing her legs. she didnt even scream. she was still alive so she crwled over the glass, on the rocks, over the drit to the grass and stoped at the swing set. lyed on her stomac on the swings and died there, bleeding to deth

but happy