I told Trevor how i wanted to kill myself, and how i cut myself. he cared, he actually cared... we talked for over an hour about all the crap in my life, not everything, but we are getting there... he even told me about his dad, and he said that is really hard for him... we have this thing now, he said everytime he see's me he is going to say "YOU ARE MONEY" which means that i am gorugus, talanted, smart, and wel good at swimming... he is really a great guy.. we are great .. actually.. he told me to call him .. if iever felt like .. killing myself, that i was stupid for tihnking he wouldnt care, that if i needed to talk to pull him out of a class and he would.. and alot of stuff like that, and that if hedidnt get ahold of me we would tlak on monday... i really honeslty cant wait til monday and i hate school.. i ... oh boy i even cried... I Cried.

rOze