Things are not good
I feel like im Dying
My heart is bleeding
and the last drop will fall soon
to the floor
I don't know when but i know its coming

I FEEL it
im shaking
and holding back tears
and rocking myself...

and i know its coming
I havent felt this way before
the dread so so bad
im suddenly sick
and all i did was sit down

I dont know what to do.....

Dear Andie...
I just sent you an IM...let me hear from you,ok?

Silke