what dose it mean when you like to sit in the dark. to watch your blood fall to the ground when you sit on the bathroom floor. you like to think of somthing not light but dark watching you. you like to feel fear. you dont want to think or belive what other people do because you hate your self and feel like tareing your self apart for it. you want deth. your tired of being hurt. your tired. so tired. that you could just.........