neurotoxic chemicals i spill into my blood
sitting, thinking, waiting for the serotonin flood
this is what it takes now, for me to feel complete?
a little bit of happiness that i bought on the street

but my eyes are no good
i don't feel the way i should
i'm not sayin i'm unhappy
i think... No, i'm misunderstood

i got holes the size of golf balls
from the rotting of my brain
and i think that might be why
i might be going insane

theese pills that i abuse
all theese drugs i use
all theese psychedelic mushrooms
it's now my state of mind...

This was my best friends... I just put it together, while he explained how he felt... i just rhymed what was in his heart and on his mind...