My Death, My Mind

I struggle for, I creep towards, I wish my death
For peace, for love, for your sake my death
Detach from pain, relieve the strain, my death
For my existence is life universal, borne of competition and exploitation and consummation
Let the progeny suffer the anguish of their reward from an unkind subjugator

For my death is like my sleep
Entering a parallel world that might be reality
The source of bizarre data, at least inspiration
A strange explanation of the parts of my world that defy understanding
The future could hold the solution by strings

My death, my sleep, my wake is all my quantum mind
Released, controlled, constrained whichever is no care
The depth of my ability to comprehend this world expands in these three states
A short time in my wake, transition in my sleep, eternity in my death
But time is but an illusion, so I fear my sleep, my death

© Hey Hey 2004

(Author’s note: This is not intended to be a depressive view of life and death. I am able to provide some words of explanation if requested)

VERY NICE!!!! Time like choice IS an elusion,
to have in our minds that we are actually making a choice is part of the elusion .... i like this alot check out EVIL

Dear AquaPoet
Many thanks for your comments. I didn't expect anyone to see this poem after such a long time since posting it. Just shows that human minds work in mysterious ways. My own has always been a mystery to me!
Hey Hey