my good friend anna is gone
she looks happy but she makes it seem from what i read that shes not
i dont understand
i wish i could just fall down and die
life isnt worth liveing if someone is in pain and yoyu kow it and you try and try and try you could try your wole life to understand to help them to get them to for get intill all hope is gone
i give up
i give up on it all

You shouldn't say these things...

There are people around you who care about you and if you have a genuine friendship, you are always together.

I am going to be leaving my best friend in the world nov. 18th and i won't see her for 6 and a half months... i would hate for her to think that i 'left' her! Only, gone away for a while!

THen again, I do know what it is like to actually lose a friend... like to drugs. She exists... but isn't really alive, you know. If you need anything, please just let me know b/c i can relate more than you know.
My heart is feeling for you!

you shouldnt say things like that, sure i do but that different. DO you mean gone as in like. dead, or like she is deep inside herself with stress, sadness, etc? bcuz if thats it, you need to stay to help her. she needs help and you can give it to her. sit there talk to her. ya know? people here care about you. i dont know you all that well, but i already care about you and if you died i would be sad, uif anyone on here died i would die myself. so is it drugs? bcuz if that it, you just need her to know that your there.

shes fine im the one with issues


were knida friends again tho i still feel alone and hopeless "worthless" like larry makes me feel

dont sya that... ur not worthless. not at all. honeslty... just stay on here.

Birdie

to tell you the truth. it has been so hard to get bye. i miss you and kristin. I can remmber the times that we did not care what any one thought. so what we had or ups and downs. I do wish that you and me can become friends agin.
i hope one day kristin will squall her pride. all she has to do i sit down with my mom and have a talk. I can unstan why not. i can see her being scare of my mom also.
i just what ever thing to go away. i want things to be back to norma.
O.. sorry for all the bad spelling. You know i am not a good speller.

[SIZE=1]anna

anna,
i be your friend but im not gonna be talking to your mom anytime soon. sorry about fri. i just wasnt in that greatst of moods or i would have come over and talked to you. can't waite to see you again at skool

Bye

thats okay by me..
i been think about how are we going to be come friends with out my mother kown?

i don't know....

i am more evil then you!!!!!.........

anna