[flash=200,200][/flash][color=Red][/color][glow=red,2,300] ??? ::)well i have like this one boy since i was n the sixth grade and well yeah he has told me that he likes me too we went out then we broke up because of rumors. and then in seven grade again so this went on and on when we went out we only went out for like 1 or 2 weeks in eight grade we went out again this time was for like 5 or 6 months i have gone out with like 3 other guys but i never felt anything for them yeah i liked them but not the same as with this special one and most of the time that we broke up was cuz im too shy around him and only him around other people im not im crazy out going u know but with him im just real serious not myself around him as much as i want to be i can't i really feel like i love him its been like 3 to 4 years now i feel the same i think he does to but i don't know what to do right now were not even talking but thats how it is when ever we break up then sooner or later we r back together but then the same thing happens what should i do? theres awhole lot more to this but there is no way i can explain it all [/glow]

Well sounds like you have a real problem. I'm wondering what has made you two break up so many times ? I can tell you that if both of you feel that there is that special love then stop wasteing time and go for it. I had a true love one time and after 3 years of being together she passed away due to a car accident. It has been several years now and I have married and had two great kids. But now after 13 years of marriage I'm divorceing. I always have found myself trying to find someone just like the lady I lost so many years ago. Sounds to me like that is what you are doing because you are trying to compair the other guys to him. I have learned that by doing that you will never find what you are looking for for we all are uniqe and all different.
If he is a good man and you are a great lady then talk to him and go for it for you might never get the chance again.
Good Luck,
Norm

Sorry, babytears, but I don't see the problem. You like him, he likes you. Ok, so you act differently when he's around. That will change as you get to know each other more. Try thinking of him as a friend rather than a [glow=red,2,300]boy[/glow] maybe? And remember, you have plenty of time. See how it goes the next time you get together. Boys take longer to grow up than we do too. You might have to wait a while for him to catch up.