I always thought I knew what I wanted in a guy. Of course I also thought I had the perfect guy at the time. But as life would have it, I walked away from my life this past summer to go to Alaska and work. There I found out how dissapointed I was in my life. I realized that the men I'm attracted to unknowingly cause me to be self-destructive. Not in the physical sense, but in the emotional sense. And so I fell for another guy in camp. Twenty-four from New York, average looks and a great personality. We hit it off from the start. The thing I like the most about him is that he made me laugh. And didn't have to try. It was no longer pressure on me to entertain, but just to be myself and enjoy our time together. The sex was incredible, I'll admit, but it wasn't everything. He knew how to touch my cheek, brush the hair away from my face, and kiss that one spot above my right eye that just drove me wild. There was so much caring and passion when we were together. We talked like old friends, but when it came time for him to return home (about a month before me), he became distant. He left his contact information, but has yet to reply to my one message (I hate being pushy, and can get the message even when there is none). Everything would be alright if it had remained a simple summer fling as we had intended. But as is inevitable, part of me is now tied to him and I want nothing more than to see his face, feel his lips against mine, and hear his warm sexy voice saying my name.

I am sorry to hear you are going through this! It is emotionally draining and I wish I had an easy answer for you :'(? please remember to keep your chin up high..Giving up is hard and what he has done to you is unfair I had this happen to me once too but it was an online thing I would say romance but it would not even be that because there was nothing physical he just left me and my life without a word and I was forced to move on.....it is a sad difficult situation but you will become stronger with time I know you will! If you ever need a friend please let me know I am here for you

Nothing but Love,
Chrissy