"Worst Day"
Xpose: The Truth
words to right the Wrong!

When I told you to go home
I didn't mean tommorrow....
when I told you I was scared
I didn't mean for you to stay
and then that look in your eyes
I knew there would be no compromise
I knew that this would be my worst day
but you told me i was beautiful
You told me I could have control
but what you told me was just a game....

you tried to take all of me
things you weren't sopose to see
Now I am moving on from this nightmare

~repeat~

When I told you to get off of me...
It wasn't cuz I hated you..
I wasn't very comfortable
with where this was to lead
then that look on your face
I saw the fullest rage
I knew that this would be my worst my day

but you told me i was beautiful
You told me I could have control
but what you told me was just a game....

you tried to take all of me
things you weren't sopose to see
Now I am moving on from this nightmare

~repeat~

You told me I was UGLY
you told me that I was NOTHING
you threw me down and had your way

you tried to take all of me
things you weren't sopose to see
Now I am moving on from this

~repeat~


Christina Havrilla

Dedicated to all rape Victims.....
May you find hope and peace within once again!

Time to heal and end the silence to a crime that should never be meant with such silence


Xpose is about finding the power in using everyday words against a crime that is to often met by silence-

SEXUAL VIOLENCE

It's about the power to heal and reveal and change things for the better

Call 1-800- 772PCAR (in Pa) for help or to obtain  a free copy of Xpose


Love always,

Chrissy

i was a victim of rape and abuse and though the feelings and memories are permantlytched on my heart I believe one can escape enough to live normally again not to escape as in forgetting it ever happened but you have a sense of peace enough to move forward! I apprecate your comments thanks for posting!

Love yas,
Chrissy

I believe that you can escape. I believe that when someone does something to hurt us. If it still hurts months or years afterwards, we are hurting ourselves, not them.