does this mean Jason hates me

USED TO DO

1. he used to call me everynight and we would talk for like an hour and on weekends we talked for almost three
2. we talked on the computer forever! like all the time
3. he alwasy tried to see me when we were at school
4. he at least said :HI: at school.

NOW HE DOES

1. he doesnt call me anymore and hasnt in like more than a month
2. we never talk on the computer anymore becasue hes either "busy" or its his "brother" jose
3. i never see him at school, and he never even tris to see me.
4. he sys nothing to me at school, ever

ok my frend was like you sohuld go out with roze and he was like maybe, why? and she was all you make a great couple and you like her, and he was like maybe... well after that he REALY started not talking to me.. he didnt before but after that.. damn it waslike NEVER EVER at all.. was it me, was it her? am i just stupid, or ugly, or what? does he hate me??? ROoze*

Why don't you e-mail him or call him and tell him how you feel. It's not yours or your friends fault, you arent stupid, and nice people arent ugly.

~Manda~

i geuss i fforgot to say that everytime i email him..he nevers e-mails me back... and thanx.i didnt realy think of mysefl as nice... thanx ROoze*

I think your nice and so do many people

[glow=red,2,300]thank you.. really.. lol i am always getting how i have a Bad attitude.. so thanx lol.. and as for Jason lol.. well i guess he can hate me then.. veen tho i think i love him ACK i dont want to love anyone!ACK lol[/glow]  

 [move]STUFF[Thank YOU!!!!! LOVE YOU ROoze*][s][/s]

ROoze, Manda's right.  It's not you, or your friend.  It's Jason.  He has apparently moved on, and so should you, rather than to suffer.  Who knows why people do these things?  Maybe he met someone else, maybe he did become a bit more self-conscious about it all when your friend spoke with him--although that's not the explanation nor the excuse--maybe he just changed; it's sad but true that sometimes people have short attention spans.  In any case, it seems like Jason is unworthy of you, and unworthy of your further consideration.  It hurts, I know, but it would be best to just let him go.  If he suddenly improves in his behavior toward you, you will be pleasantly surprised, but I wouldn't want you to wait for him.  And ROoze, I must apologise to you for not getting back to you sooner, both on this question and on your message you sent me.  I've been horribly busy lately, swamped really, and I'm getting the book ready.  I keep writing more poems and sticking them into the book, for one thing!  In any case, please forgive me, and I hope you can meet someone who appreciates you properly, and who won't hurt you like this Jason has.  I would like to send you a hug, and all my love, respect, and solidarity, from one poet and person to another.    :-*

Steve you can give her a hug see what you do is put her name in 2 parenthases like this
Im giving YOU a hug   ((+Converse))

You are a beautiful person and deserving of all the love and happiness in life. Never, ever doubt that.

thank you... actually he did start talking to me last night... and he wants me to go watch his track met this thrusday.. i dont.. i dont know what to do. see i already had cim ya know having his whole yea i used you but you liked it thing, and my dad after told him i couldnt stand to lose him again he hasnt talked to me since, i am so insecure. lol and the bad thing is... i think i love him... ack.. lol i mean damn i hate to love someone because i have "liked" him since dawnita and him have went out and... well... just grr.. my cosioun (spelling) yesterday was like.. so you do hate her.. and Jason was like looking all sad and was like no.. and she was all so you likkeee her.. and he was like..he just turned red.. like HELLA red.. and chased her and put her in the garbage can..lol everyone thinks he likes me.. cept for when he aint tlaking to me.. and.. gr lol i just cant ever think anyone likes me becasue of all the shit i have been through with people abadoning me i just feel that is what he will do next.. ya know??? grr i just feeell like im "in" love and have been for awhile and.. i dont know what to do... thank you ROoze* :-*
:-*

Hey Rose I have been in your shoes and I have to tell you guys at this age are real pricks sorry but they are! They can't admit their feelings becuase their friends might pick on them and make them look like oh he's in love Heaven forbid right???! so he could be just trying to hide his feelings for you to save face with his friends! because at this age everyone wants to fit in and belong and if he gets teased for liking you He may just deny all his feelings for you even if he is into you does this make sense! He has a so called rep to maintain : eventually this guy may grow up and realize that loving you could very well be the best thing in his life ask James about how he opened up his heart and what a beautiful sight he found! ;D Love is like a flower budding then opening up! it takes time and neds to be nourished in order to grow into a beautiful angelic flower of love!!! Sometimes opening up about ones feelings is very hard! I hope this helped, oh and you could pretend your not interested you know play hard to get and maybe just maybe he will see that you are moving on and that he needs to grab you before your gone! and um also NEVER EVER say you are ugly because you are not!!!!!! I agree with Manda nice people are not ugly!

Love always,
Chrissy

Chrissy is sooo right. We guys can be real jerks when we're young. Eventually, many of us grow up and realize that love is a wonderfully beautiful feeling; and that we are complete only when we acknowledge our love for the one who has our heart.

thank you... lol i thank you.. so VERY much.. i mean.. i no that.. i no guys have a hard time with their feelings.. but still i cant help thinking ya know.. maybe he will leave melike eveyone esle.. ya no?? jus like i KNOW suicide is wrong..but still i try.. it just.. happenes i guess.. damn id otn know.. im just scared.. ROoze*

Roooze,

If this guy leaves you than he is not worth your time! I know what you feeling girl about feeling abandoned I had a very hard time growing up thinking i had to have the love of some guy in school just to feel good about myself and belong but you must know in the end loving yourself is all that matters! You are a beautiful person Roooze and someday a guy will see that!!!!!! Believe in me and yourself! The best comes to those who ar epatient and wait! Love is a beutiful thing and sometimes it can not be rushed!

Love always,
Angelita
(Chrissy)

thank you.. seriously lol it is so hard for me to get and recieve compliments and everything.. i just.. i dont i dont know.. i just... i dontknow im confused and it seems like n one here even cares. ya no.. i mean when i was crying he like asked me what waasw rong for at leat a half hour.. and.. i dont know.. i really love him and i dont know wat to do,.... ROoze*

Hmmm... Well, it seems like you love him and you are going to love him, and not much can be done about it.  I know how that is.  You say he's talking to you again?  Perhaps he was just made so self-conscious by your friend asking him about you that he had an extreme reaction.  That could be.  It looks like you'd better just remain open for any eventuality.  Can you do this and be able to bear the risk and the possible pain?  If you just wait, continent within yourself, and be willing to accept whatever comes, he could end up loving you or ignoring you; you could end up very much together or very much apart.  But somehow I feel like this isn't over, and that there's more to it than I first thought.  Stay open, and see what comes.  It could well be happiness.  In any case, we're all rooting for you here.  Good luck and every happiness to you; you deserve it.  All my love, respect, and solidarity to you, always.   :-* 8)

:-*thank you very much.. thank you lol.. seirously.. i mean i realy hope he does love me.. either that or he will at least like me.. and my frend did teh same thing.. again! ack i didnt know wat to do i almost died.. yea lol but i really hope i can get with him and.. i hope that i can me ok if he deos ignore me or watnot but.. ya. im ghlad you all care about me.. and.. my dad finnally wrote me back.. so.. thans for yalls support!!! ROoze*

not as clear cut as me and James huh Steve.....lol I think This guy needs some time! If he realizes what a wonderful person Rooze is he will come around and if not Rooze knows in her heart she can find someone to love her for the wonderful person she is! ;D


Hugs,
Chrissy

lol thank you.. very much.. only no i dont know that lol i stil tihnk ill be all laone and never get maried.. lol oh well ROoze*

people suck... and if he doesnt respect you then hes not worth it anyway....

mean people suck!!!! >:( Not all people do though! but Anee is right if he doesn't talk to you or want to be with you then he is not worthy of your time and Yes you will get married someday Roose and be Happy i know you will when the time is right! We all love you and care about you too!

Love always,

Chrissy

Chrissy, "people suck" is just my little saying to "fix" everything though it raley if ever works... ::shrugs::

Later,
Anne

Yeah I understand! It would be nice if things could be fixed that easily! but seriously mean people do suck!!!!!
LoL

hugs,
Chrissy

lol thanx you guys.. really.. : and i dont kow im jus so used to puting myself down, and having others put me down, taht i just feel if i do it then it wont hurt and thas hwy i say peiple dont like me and stuff like that...only i tihnk he might..Jason taht is.. becasue eveyone tells me he does... and when we are on the computer and we actually talk, i am the only person he is talkihng to and just me not anyone esle.. we havnt talked on the ophone in a long time but he wants me to go to his track meet tomorrow.. in toutle lake.. and i think i wil.. if he aint sitll sick and can go...: bcuz he was sick yesterday and i talked ot him online.. i really do love him andid ont know if i will ever get over it. i mean yea i have "loved" someone before at elast I thoguht it was love but then after awhile i realized he was just  using and when we broke up yea i cried for maybe an hour, but then i wa over it and i didnt care anymore, but with Jason i have liked him for a LONG time and now i realize i love him...and if we ever did go out and then broke up.. i wouldnt get over it as quicly.. and if i moved..i would die lol.. but i just i know your suposed to "know" when its love, but whenver i am aruiond him i get all happy no matter what my mood is, i can tell him anything if i wanted to, he listens to me when i tal, he actually tells me i dont talk enough and that im not loud enough, i dont care about the pyhsical touching sence, i just wanna be around him, cuddling would be nice, not just sex, i just love him.. do i sound stupid???? am i stupid??? ROoze* ps lol if you guys want you can just say roze bcuz that is my name i jus sign it that way ROoze*

Sex /fucking.... are the devil.. well ok they aren't just think before you do it... i had to learn that one the hard way... (i didnt get pregnant but i had the worst  2weeks of my life... twice...)

ya i know thas why im scared lol. but do i sound stupid for "loveing" him ROoze*

roze im in love with my ex girlfriend, i have been since the day i met her... its been a year and a half... i havent been dating her for 15 out of those 18 months, an di know i just blew my last chance, but i still love her and am in love with her and i always will be.... its not stupid at all... its love... "love is blind".... thats all...

thank you.. really.. i mean.. i dont know i try so hard not to like peopl becasue i know in the end im gonna end up being hurt anyhow. and so i figure ifi dontlike anyone.. they cant hurt me.. ya know?? ROoze* PS thank you again!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROoze*

i know what you mean... but dont go through life missing out on love

yea thas true and i nkow it..lol im just so... ack.. grr.. i dont know!! lol im so confused!!! hehe ROoze*

[glow=red,2,300]grr lol i was on my brothers msn thingy and Jason was on right, and racther tell tell veeryone i was really roze i pretened to be my brother, when i said roze is home do you want to talk to her. Jason got offline. how rude huh? ROoze*[/glow]

Rooze,
I know what you may be thinking! That he got off because he didn't really want to talk to you but maybe he was booted offline! Technology is funky that way! I don't know how amny times I would be talking to someone and all the sudden they log off sometimes at the weirdest moments and I will be like ok did I say something wrong! Just hang in there Rooze! Things will be ok!

Love always,
Chrissy

well yea i kidna thought maybe he did get kcked off.. but then wehn he got on and i said hi and he wasike wat the fuck was taht all about and i was like huh and he was like nvm! and i was all ok.. can you talk.. and he was all nope and got off.. dmanit i dont know.. lol ROozE*

I can understand how frustrating this is for you! I think he needs to stop playing mind games with you but "guys" at this age love to confuse us girls! Make us think it is all us! we are the one most critical on ourselves and I think Jason is fueling the fire here. I know this may be hard but try not ot play into it Just be hard to find hard to get hard to talk to and maybe he will think you are moving on! I guess Guys don't like us obsessing about them : They shouod be all flattered but they are not! LOL strange concept I know I think maybe he is into you just afraid to show it!! afraid t express that he is human and he has feelings of love Heaven forbid right??? when us gilrs have feelings of love it is like we have two heads in their mind and they think we are two bit crazy! I just hope he grows up before you move on! I know letting go can be very hard and hurtful I was in that type of situation myself but please don't sacrafice yourself for a person who is unsure of what he wants! You are strong and beautiful and you have alot of good qualities to offer that special guy who is willing to be in your life maybe it won't be Jason but it will be someone I am sure of it!!!! Keep the faith girlfriend!

Love always,
Chrissy

thanx lol i dont think im beutiful... but.. yea lol thanx..... hehe yeai shouldnt watse my time i know..lol.. but i geuss ill get used ot it lo.. thans tho RooZE*

ok see Jason had been ignoing me lol right. well yea when he got mad i told you that story right? well yea i ewrote him a letter... he aingt got it yet i tnk.. but yea lol when we wer walking down the hall he hit me with is pants and smiled.. im so confsued.. ROoze*