haha ok so i did the whole dont talk to me him thing, and it worked for awhile, but then he kidna stopped talking again.. well everyone esle says hell yea roze he likes you he even loves you (my ass) and im all dont be dumb, and then they all yae i know and shit and then he dont talk to me, and everyone is blcking me (on msn) and i cant talk to no one bcuz they dont wanna hear about my shit, but i feel to down bcuz i know im ugly, i admit to that, but i can be nice and swwet to! and if anyone likes me its over the net and so ill never see em and then everyone down here goes for the hott thin chikcs who are fuckin rude and snotty as hell.. wtf is up with that.. why cant anyone like me?? ROoze*

well haha i guess im just stupid and i need to trust him you myself bcuz lol well he just came up and poked me and hit my head( he messed up my hair) and said hi and stuf.. maybe im dumb lol i dont know but i stil really need help about this whole meeting peopleon the net thing i mean they live liiike forever away andone of em in 21 almost 21and the other is 19 and they say they love meand i like tyhem to but not lik that.. yaknow? i dontk no wat to say or do.. and.. i dontk now... ya know? ROZXE

Hey Rooze fiirst off I am very sorry you are going through a rough time secondly please do not say you are ugly! You are a beautiful person inside and out. You are sweet and nice but that makes you beautiful too...people who project out kindness sometimes are seen as more radiant then people who are just beautiful on the outside...think about it a statue can look beautiful but what good it it if it is empty and hollow inside! People love you because you are beautiful though I know all to well how society protrays beautiful...being skinny blonde hair blue eyes type! But you are beautiful! You need to look inside of yourself and see what I and others see.Love yourself and others will grow to love you loving yourself is the foundation you must begin to build on.
On the net thing...well I had a bad relationship go wrong where a guy swear up and down how beautiful I was how much he loved me and I believed him when he saw my pic his tuned changed really quick his "so called" fizzled out really quick and I was left hurting in the end.....but there are ways to ways to know that it is genuine a person does not just love you with words but his whole self his actions things that are not always materalistic or tangible....He will show acts of kindness not just tell you and I love you is a committment not to just be tossed around as a leasuire thing to say if this guys don't love you they shouldn't be saying it....Take it slow get to know the person and since you are young maybe if you guys decide to meet meet in a group setting with other friends until you get more comfortable around the person People do target out young people I am not saying these guys are like that...but I want you to be safe....There are people who love you offline to.... Above all love yourself and remeber you ARE beautiful

Love always,
Crispy

Chrissy is right. Get to know them slowly. But, also, be straight with them. If you don't care for them in that way, let them know.

And never, ever say that you're ugly. Your beauty shines throughout all of you. We all can see it in you. You are a beautiful young woman, never forget that!

thanx... really.. i just cant think of anyone here who actually tihnks that im pretty or "beutiful" as you say nside or out.. i mean people here dont like me.. as anything.. ya know? and i dont tihnk  would ever meet them but ifthey wantd to stalkand kill me i think they would have already bcuz iv talked to them for over a year....but i dont know.. i really like Jason and they just arent th same.. ya know? i really think i love him but i dont think he lieks me.. even if he did actully notice me today... i wonder if he will go watch my play.. haha doubt it.. and yea i mnea they always (the net people) volenteer  to talk about my probelsm and they work the, out with me and i like that.. Jason does well did whn we stil talked too.. ya know? im so confsued i dont know what to do.. ROoze*