Christine, Thankyou so much for replying my post, you know i was begining to think no-one would ever reply.

I feel for you girl friend i honestly do only i've been going through this for about a couple of years now but it seems to be getting so much stronger and intense i'm finding it so hard to hide it from other's. And yes i was hiding it from this guy because i didn't want him to know until i knew how he felt. So i kept it bottled up inside. This is why all my poems are sad or end with sad faces. The are all very romantic, passionate, and very sensual. All the feelings and desires i feel for this special man in my life.
I can't imagine my life without ever seeing his soft glowing face or his kind loving eyes. He has truely touched my heart and i have given him my heart. All i need now is his, to help this darkness vanish and desolve my fears and my pain. I must say i'm positive he does know now about my feelings for him but i don't think he knows the extent of them. I must say also i do know he is attracted to me i can just feel it and see it when we meet or when he looks at me. Whether his feelings are deeper then this i do not know, time will tell and heal all wounds. As long as i know how he feels, even if it's not mutual this is fine just as long as i can get piece of mind. Thankyou Christine may our lives be filled with happiness and joy and never ever feel this pain again. It's to much to bare alone. I send you all my love and know that Kimberly from Canada is thinking of you and knows what your going through my dear friend Christine. Good luck and best wishes!
Kimberly :-*