im sorry i keep bringin shit up! i really am. but i cant do this. my dad. i e-mailed him.. saying how i couldnt stand to llose him again and i loved himSOO much.. and he hasnt anserewed me...... its been like two weeks.. i im afraid he left me... again.. id ot nkwo what to do... Rooze*  please.. donttihnk im making this shit up.. beacsue some peopl think i do... and i swear to you.. im not  :-* please  

I know you're not making it up.  My father is a legendary figure: veteran of the Second World War and Korea, famous in battle, Mafia hitman, CIA agent extraordinaire, glorious, handsome, love of all the ladies...   He left my mother and me when I was six months old.  He shook me off his leg like a pest when I was a baby and he came back, with two beautiful girls, one on either side, to give my mother the only child-support he ever gave us, fifty lousy bucks.  I looked him up, got to be close with his father and his brothers, got to be proud of being a Lance, and sent him a huge package of wonderful stuff about me, his son: clippings, published music, poems, all sorts of stuff, and this is what my father said to me, and this is all, six words:

"I am impressed, but not surprised."

Am I bitter?   Yes, I am.

I am in solidarity with you.

im realy sorry.. that would be sad.. like very sad.. and im glad you believe me.. thank you it means alot to me that someon deso ROoze*

ok im sorry i didnt really get to right alot last time but i was in class and i wasnt suposed ot be on the computer well interent thingy and so i jut kinda like ya know lol got on to check it... andmy dad actually e-mailed me back.. saying he loved me and he was sorry taht he didnt get to e-mail me... yordad was a cia agent?? huh? im confused lol sorry i get confused easily.. yea. tahnx i have to go now ROoze*