OMG OMG OMG I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT RONDA HAD THE FUCKIN NERVE TO CALL MY HOUSE AND ASK TO GO TO CHURCH WIT US ALL THE AWY LIKE FORTY FIVE MINUTES AWAY AND THEN MY MOM HAD THE FUCKIN NEVER TO GO AND HAVE HER RIDE IN THE SAME GOD DAMN CAR AS ME AND I HAD TO SIT THERE BY HER. THEN THIS GUY WHO JUST IN THE MORNING SERVICE HAD SAID HOW GROSS RONDA WAS AND HE DIDNT LIKE HER, WELL THEN TONIGHT HE HAD HIS ARMS AROUND HER, HELD HER HAND, HUGED HER, LIKE I TIHNK EVEN KISSED HER, SHE IS FUCIIN ENGAGED AND HE IS MOVING IN TWO MONTHS, WELL THEY DID THAT AND WHEN SHE HUGGED HIM GOODBYE SHE LOKED RIGTH AT ME!!! DAMNT AND THEN MY MOM WAS AL STUPID AND WAS ALL ROZE DONT START ANYTHING WIT HER BCUZ WE JUST GOT THIS STUFF BLOWN OVER AND I DOESNT MATTER ANYHOW I WAS ALL OH SO IT DONT MATTER THAT SHE TOLD ME TO *KILL MYSELF* AIIGHT ILL JUST GO OUT AND DO IT AND THEN SHE WAS ALL I DIDNT SAY THAT AND I WAS ( i dont cuss at her she hates it) I WAS ALL DONT GIVE ME YOUR BITCHY SHIT MOM! AND SO THEN AWHILE LATER SHE WAS ALL THAS NOT WAT I MEANT AND YO KNEW IT I WAS ALL THAS BULL SHIT MOM AND I DONT WANN HEAR IT AND GOD DAMN WE FOUNGHT ALL NIGHT AND I HATE RONDA AND I WISH I BNEVER HAVE TO SE HER SHE DOESNT CARE AND I HATE HERAND I WISH I COULD DIE SO I DIDNT HAVE TO LOOK AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE LOOKS SO UGLY WEL AT LEAST TO ME AND A COUPLE OTHER PEOPLE AND SHE CAN GET ABOYFREND OH EXUCSE ME FIANCE AND OTHER GUYS AND I CANT GET ONE! WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT MRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look sorry anyways i was just wanting to vent but if you tihnk you can help me, go ahead and try it lol ROze

Roze
       I dont get y u let  her interFERE with u and ur ma, shes not  worth it. so wat if she gotta a b/f or fiance w/e she is a sleesy ho her prly gives that guy  N E thing he wants an i bet thas the only reason he is wit heer don get in a big feret about it just worry bout u and wat u got goin on right now fuck that ho

haha kyle i love you, lol but.. i only let her interfear wit me and ma bcuz if she didnt then something else would, and if mom didnt take her SIDE and didnt not care about me, then we WOUDLNT be fighting, i just, i just hate her! i really really do! i mean, why cant she leave me alone, why does she HAVEto look at me, why does she have to stay in my life, and WHY most of al WHY cant my mom care wat she said, and how i feel about it.. Roze

well anyhow my mom and i decided its a good idea to go to anger manegment lol they have it at the shcool and so im tihnking i could be going to that and i would be able to get over fighting so much, specially wit my mom, i know i will never get over ifghting with ronda but.. god i hate her.. i mena it felt like my mom was saying it didnt matter that she said to go and kill yself and i was all bull shit tahs bull shit i dont want your bithcy shit(she HATES CUSSING) but she didnt even think or sya nything about my cussing just said it wanesdt true. and she always thinkas that ima have sex, but she says she dont think that but she does..i hate it.. do youy think i should go to anger manegment? i tihnk it mioght help.. love you all ANN I LOVE YOU MOST! AND KYLE I LOVE YOU TOO!!! ROoze* :-/ :-* :'( :-X :-[ : : 8) >:( ;D