my frend wants to kill himself... hes tihnking aboutit.. and he wants to do it.. and i dont want him too!!!! now i know how they feel about me.. well if people even care.. and he asid he would try to stop tihnkgin aobu it if i didnt throw up after i eat and i said i have to and he said then no and i was all please and he was likeNO andno wmy other frend is mad at me bcuz her boyfrend is a total pig and using her and i told her wat he said to me( whcih was soime RUDe shit) and then she got mad and walked away and wont talk to me anymore!!!!!! god i can not handle all this shit! seriosll.. maybe ill pass out and pepole will realize "I" roze need help.. that im not just the person to help them i try to listen and ghelp peplebut when i i ask for helkp they leave me... ROze

ya know.. ebsdies taht shit lol i kmean i know its not alot but i have people bitching at me bcuz i get one lusy c when a c is average! and they don even have any righ to bicth ta me!!!!!!! i haet it!!!! ROze