I am new to posting up here and i have met so many wonderful friends, inside and out. Just wondering is there someone who has been through the pain that can tell me how to get over it. My life has had alot of ups and downs, mostly down but right now i am trying to put everything behind me and keep my head lifted high. I have faced so much abuse physical and mental and it's hard you know, but i try to get over it and move on, right now i am having a big problem with being able to trust it's like it's hard for me to be able to let my guard down.....someone very special has came into my life, i he has showed me so much love and joy, but as i just found out i'm pushing him away and right now he's ready to walk out of my life because the thinks i will never be able to trust or love again. I know what i am doing is wrong, because he has always showed me nothing but love but that's all i know, i guess in a way you get used to things and i have gotten use to being hurt and stepped on so i don't know nothing else. If there is anyone out there that can help me over come all these feelings that i have, or just to be able to accept them please say whatever you feel........i'm listening and ready to make some changes....ty  

I think the main thing you can do is just take a chance and put yourself out there to experience something greater.  A lot of us have been through painful moments, but you have to utilize your time in life as well as you can.  When it comes to dealing w/ trust issues one of my favorite sayings is, " I'm safe, nothing can harm my soul."

you are a very special person, god choose you to go through all that for a reason. i guess he wanted to let you know that some people can do harm and some people are just harmless. you never know who to trust. but the only way to know if that guy is trustworthy to you, you have to get to know him better or try things out.remember you are a very special person...  
 email me, my name is stephanie. i would like to be friends..
 stephylovescruz@aol.com