i want to go back to a time when things were easy, i want to go back to when i was happy, a time when everyone was healthy, a time when i felt loved, when i had someone to hold me and tell me everything was going to be ok, a time when i had someone to say I Love You to, i want to go back to when things were easy, a time when i was happy  :'(

ooooooohhhh i love that quote! ima have to use it!!!! ROze

just a random mind spurt of mine.......later when i have time i'll probably turn it into a poem.....right now i am busy being absorbed in the wonmderful German sociologist Max Weber and his views on bureaucracy  :

and here's what it became....


"What I Want"

I want to go back to a time
When things were easy
I want to go back
To when I was happy,
A time when everyone was healthy,
A time when I felt loved,
When I had someone to hold me
And tell me everything was going to be ok,
A time when I had someone to say I Love you to,
I want to go back to when things were easy,
A time when I was happy
I want to turn back the hands of time,
Find where I went wrong
Correct all my miss choices
Find the right path,
I want to go back and look at myself
Stand outside of me
See what it is that makes me sad
What burns deep within me
Burning oh so cold,
I want to go back to then,
To when I wore a smile
I want to remember what it feels like,
What it feels like to be happy again
Because that feeling I have surely lost...



© 2003 Christine Miller



and oh yeah.....i finished my paper 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8) 8)

ooh ooh ooh i lke it! ROze