feeling of rejection, searching for perfection.

what comes next when, you lose your next of kin.

this mess im in has left me angry and confused.

she says she wants to hang out but shes never in the mood.

i wish she loved me but maybe i ask for too much.

dreams so lovely, look but she will never let me touch.

sidewalks spiral taking me to my destination.

i wish to reach it soon with no problem or complication.

i dont know if it will work or if i even care.

i dont know if you’ll read this or even if your there.