Everything hurts
While you hurt
I make myself sick
Stressing about you

Why
Why is it when your away
I can't keep myself from tears
I used to beg god
For one tear
Instead of just the voice of hurt
And now they wont go away

You did nothing wrong
I don't think
But something tells me
That maybe there's...
Something wrong

Why do I fight with you?
Why can't we just get everything right
Why is it me

I want to hold you but I'm afraid
I lay on the spot you were laying
Holding it
Tears in my eyes
Wishing everything was ok
When you come back I'm hesitant
I don't want to be
You didn't...hurt me

What's wrong with me!
Why can't I do anything right
Why do I feel like this
My emotions mixed all at once
Creating my new insanity
A new "problem" just for me

I just wanted to be with you
And even that
Was so rudely taken from me
And left me with nothing but tears in my eyes
And thoughts in my head
Thoughts that you couldn't even believe

Because I know you better then to think that way
But when you're not begging me to stay
I just....
I want to run
So far away

Please don't be hurt
Please
Try to understand
I just try to be the best to you
For you
And while I fail
And make you feel awful in the process
Just know
You don't need this