Nothing seems the same
Everything dull and boring
And like the high an addict can feel
When he thinks his hands are in the sky
I
Feel the cut, the scrape the ache of memorabilia

The small pieces picked up but not a lot
The horrible wish to go back in time and relive it
Smashes me in the face
As I realize it won't happen

A once in a life time thing
I should've treasured it more
Treasured the moments more
Instead of just hyper-active stupid behaviour
And ridiculous happy feelings
Like an orgasm

If I could relive it over and over again
The ache of memorabilia would fade
And I'd be standing there
Not afraid

It won't ever stop
It won't give up
Until I live in that electrical magical moment
Again
I don't know how much more I can take
When every day is like a comedown
If I had the strength to defeat and forget it
I would, try I would try
Why do I cry?
It was only one night
One night that made my life

Why won't the ache of memorabilia go away?
I remember it like it was yesterday
Everytime I remember, i relive it in my head
It hurts, and stings, and goes through me like a thread
I've gotta try
Must forget
I'll never have another night like that again

Must let it go
Must let it fade
And carry on living these dull, grey days
I'll never get my taste of that again
I know I'll wake up today
Musn't realize how painful things are
Well
Things are not "better" this way

I'm sick of living the dull boring life
Like the day before yesterady and the day today
Just give me time travel in a nice way
And the ache of memorabilia will be gone, you wait

Reliving every single moment
Inside my head
Like a cinematic film on repeat
I've gotta go back to that place
I can't be stuck here instead

Will a thousand days pass?
As I realize this night was my first and last?
Of happiness?
Don't really care about the boring ordinary life
I want to live that one night as my whole life, that'd be fine

I had a taste of the high the happiness and excitement
I want more, and more, and more and more
I'm addicted to two hours of you and your music
And a night that shone with awe
And I can't believe it went so quick
Our father time is a cruel prick
He can't seem to find happiness himself
So he takes it from others, and leaves them sitting on shelves

I'll never get to to feel
That burst of euphoria, excitement, lust and music that makes it real
Don't you dare tell me
That once is enough
I can't pretend to be tough
Don't tell me that I'll get another chance
Because I know I won't
You have no idea what it's like to realize
That I only get one taste of happiness, music, love, the high, and then
I die.