Touching you
Only comes into my dreams so
Painfully, I know you'll never be mine

As it grows stronger
I will bleed from the inside
Don't try to tell me I am wrong and weird
Because I already know that
So don't you dare tell me this an obsession
You don't the meaning of the word

I want to hold you like those people did
I want to tell you you're the reason I'm still alive
Just one kiss
All I really ask is that too much?

I don't know, but if I don't do something I'm gonna spiral out of control
I feel it coming
If I try to stop it I'll make it worse
I've got to cry eventually
I know if I don't
I'll rot away inside

They think I'm dead
They think I feel nothing at all
But they are wrong
I must feel something
'Cause this is driving me insane

Repeating and repeating why won't it stop?
Death can come on swift wings and take me off
Off the ground that swallows me whole
But I really want to stay here
And long for you more

Lust is a thirst
That can't be quenched
You and I were a lot alike
Both been through so much and still we try
You succeed and I don't
I'm still here moaning, whining about my depressed little life
You've moved on
That could be one of the reasons I need you most
I need your help to get rid of my ghosts

Please come save me
Take me away
I don't want to stay
I want to be with you
Please help me
Take me away
Kiss me
Love me like I love you
Please...Please