She’s crying but why
Watching her friends of the past
Laugh with her
Play with her
Care so much about her
Hold her up when she can't
People that cared so much
Can't even stand the look of her now

They all grew up
She knew it would happen
Why so fast
Why did she have to grow up
While all the boys stayed the same?
Why did the girls turn into sluts
When all she wanted
WAS to stay the same

She tried love from friends
Realized
That a friend will stab you in the back
First chance they get
More then anyone
The girl she trusted the most

She tried going back
Just to scream and cry
It just wasn't right
The feeling it left her inside was empty
Complaining constantly
She hurt the ones who
Pretended
They were helping

She tried bleeding
Noticing all the left was pain
Just like all the old tries have
She had been stupid
So she lived out everyday
A happy robot

Listening to sappy songs about sex and cheating
Wishing love would look her way
Once again
She raised up her hands and said "FINE!"
She was done with it all

Men came and went with no hope of finding love
In her general direction
She would never give it truly
Hurting herself and the people that cared about her
By holding it all in
Not trusting anyone

One day out of nowhere
She sits alone
Watching a movie
With someone right next to her

People come she sees something she wants
But its not ok
So whiles she’s trying
Once more
To look away
She goes outside to feel more invisible
But she’s seen by everyone
But herself
Like I said before
She was empty
Felt like laying down
Soft red velvet
Or whatever they put in these morbid things
With a single flower in her hand
Eyes closed peaceful
Dead

She stares like a zombie wishing
She could drink without her stomach doing its usual sickening
So all the drinks didn't work enough
She was still just as there as before
Still wishing she was out
Alone
With the one someone that looked like he would listen

Comes to find
After a night or 4
He likes her
Her emptiness fills like a glass of water
Full of hope
What will happen to our hero next
Shall it be love?
Or will she be cast into emptiness

Empty wont be the case
Full of sorrow
Full of pain
Full of everything she should of been
While she was empty