Can you date someone for a year
And not miss them
While your emotions are all in tangles

Confused and almost hurt
Knowing that your not trieing to be
Wishing you could cut out peices of the past
With a pair of oversize razorblades
Its funny
That you never thought
Your past could hurt you....

You love someone
Hold on to them
Look at them everyday
And love them just as much as you did
The day before

When relationships end
You can't help but to look back
But looking foward is what keeps you walking straight lines

I don't pretend
To be smart
And know anything
But wishful thinking has taken over

Is it so much to want?
To try?
You try so hard to love again
You know that everything is right where its ment to be
Why do you have to mess it up
Why do you both have to be
So full of scars
Afraid of the past coming back and hurting you
So afraid
And then when it does
It tears you up inside

You almost feel like your falling apart
You don't have anyone but the man who loves you
To hold you together
Until you heal

Every moment you spend
Feeling like he doesn't really want you
That maybe it wasn't ment to be
You fall apart little by little
Giving the people that hate you
And hurt you,
Hurt you so deeply your emotions have scars,
To get what they want

You do love him you feel it
But does he trust you?
You have to understand
Its not all about you
You aren't the only person in the world
To get hurt by someone you loved

So what do we do?
Talk it out?
Hug it away?
Yell?
Scream?
Cry?
It will work itself out
You just have to trust someone
Although EVERYONE
has made that feel impossible

There is love in the world
So stop hurting
Because its a gift
Given to you
No one can tell you how long it will last
So love it while its there
Hate it when its gone

Hold onto it
Enjoy it while it lasts

definately.
treasure what's given to you...

it may not last forever.
but in some ways, maybe it can...

word.

haha