Theres so many people that can see
So why can't I?
So many people that understnd
Why can't I?
Why do I need help from everyone that gets close
Why am I scared of being alone in the dark
Afraid of waking up without him next to me
Afraid of living a day without seeing him
And yet allowing myself to be so ignorant
So stupid and ditzy
Allowing myself to get hurt
And to hurt the only one I love
I don't belong in the world
So why am I here?
I don't do anything but complain
Even when things are perfect I manage
To complain about nothing
Like the ignorant brat I am
Imperfections overflowing around me
Or any words to escape my lips
So I'll just stay here
And take up space
Don't worry
I'll try not to do anything stupid